Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Winter Solstice Festival


Exacerbate the wound even further, though we know it's detrimental to us but yet ignorance fools us, making us again and again drop into the abyss that couldn't be saved. Always, we end up all alone.

Happy Winter Solstice to all my friends. Engulfed by the utter quietness of this event, I couldn't feel the usual atmosphere that I sure will get from being at home. The day is cold and the people here are even colder. I miss being home.

Imperious tone has indeed infuriated me, trying my best to cope with the problem but the invisible distance has slowly crept between us. I don't usually irritate but tampered by the naughty distance and your demanding action, I at last succumbed to my temper. I'm sorry but I feel sorry for myself too.

Disorientated from the need to decide my future. 8 courses finally out. I need acknowledgement from the others to prove myself worthy for the courses I chose. Do I manage to take on the ramifications and consequences? Could I? I dunno

At last, I wish all have a Happy Winter Solstice.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Meteors


The calm feeling was back days ago. I found that we shouldn't treat everything with perfect serenity and seriousness. It'd have been a disaster, even a catastrophe. We all stick to our old and eccentirc thought about life, Life shouldn't be that pathetic.

I love what my friend told me,
Friendship isn't everything. There's no eternal and everlasting friendship in our life as best friends are hard to be sought. WE'RE all GROWING UP. When we grow up, our perspective towards life and the expectation towards friends will eventually have a leap, to a higher lever. When one's couldn't achieve the level we've specified, then we'll choose to leave it out or as a simple fact, we ignore. This could be our own problem but This is life.

WE all are uniquely built for what we are bound to be, for what we are born for, for what we are living to.

Meteors beautifully grazes the sky under high speed but afterwards, there's no trace of It in our life, easily forgotten. Intrigued by the patterns of meteors showering the Earth. There's no cul-de-sac in life, just turn around and we'll see there's another way around. SO I won't be so upset anymore! NEVER EVER. Live like the meteors showering the sky. It won't be hard Is it?

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

SO what?

DON'T EVER try anything on cheerful ppl when they are not in mood. I hate ppl who acting overconfidently, thinking that they are correct and all of us are wrong. STUPID fully describes them. Please be rational on all the things. Don't mark yourself as the center of everything. It just shows how stupid you are, how ignorant you are. SO WHAT now?

I don't reckon everyone to like me but I don't deserve that kind of attitude, EITHER! So pls behave yourself as I'm hardly the easily erupt type! LOL

SO I'm not here to scold or complaint, just plainly mention that I'm not in the mood. So better you behave rather than I being all nuts scolding u. LOL

Happy Birthday to my BROTHER!!! The youngest and cutest brother that will be going to primary school next year. It seems funny to think that you will be bringing a heavy bag with you, so big that It's bigger than half of u. I really miss u so much u know. Hopefully I can go back soon XD

Getting 5 Flat. I'm not particular pleased or what but was getting more moody after that. Now finally calmer. 5 Flat? I still dunno what to do. Maybe LIFE is just that pathetic?

Sunday, November 28, 2010

SNSD

The vastness of the sea with only the horizon in view was shockingly amazed me, leaving in wonder why my life couldn't get any wider than the horizon? As though life is just a game, we're all the prey that waiting to be slaughtered by the shortness of the life.

Met my friend Zi Hern in KMK as we're invited to there for the closing ceremony. I'm deeply impressed that Zi Hern was dancing SNSD Gee bravely! Ha. So funny and so cool dude!
Don't ever laugh when seeing my pic here! I'm seriously hating the teacher now! And IF u don't know, then click the previous post and read it!

Harry Potter, I still couldn't stop myself from reading as IT's brilliant! Fantastic! Charming!
Hermione, Harry, Ron, Hagrid... ... ... And all the incantations! Elude the bustled life by reading a book of Harry is indeed a brilliant choice!

Getting a bit fuss recently maybe mainly the cause is him. I really tried my best to pretend I'm keen and everything but have failed myself. Stupid! I saw his eagerness to try but I'm really disappointed and tired. Maybe this indicates the end of everything? Just be myself I think. I miss the pre-me.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Real Old HAG!

Cursing, cursing and cursing! I dunno how many F-word I've said today! LOL It's really UNLUCKY and I'll be really glad to 'THANK' the teacher for pointing me out to cut my hair!!! Hell!
^@%#%@&#^*#@!*@& ARGH!!!

Shitty old hag! I've been planning to cut it this week. Just 2 more days and I'll be out to cut it! But STUPID la really! I'm really MAD! The anger unsubsidable! Sleep? It wouldn't do any good to me! Trying to calm myself down, calling Yan to calm down but it turned out that she's busy so I called Veevee up! U 2 are the only ppl I'd find to talk to.

Deciding which course to take was suffering enough, yet this stupid event made me ever more furious! What the hell! I'm 18 you know! Still playing the kind of Barber game> Shitty! Pls la! I'm legally an adult in official term! LoL

Calm Calm Calm Calm Calm Calm Calm Calm Calm

Anyway I think I'd be going to sleep now for tomorrow still have classes to go! Must be laughing the hell outta my friends when they see me! SOB ~~~

Monday, November 22, 2010

Gallantry

Weariness has torn me apart, leaving me no strength to be mentally and physically fitted in this bustled lifestyle. Sigh!

Hate to be dual personality but have to be. The lust for more holidays, craving for rest! What ppl call when getting not enough sleep? 5 days aren't enough for sure!

I feel strong satisfaction on the film 'Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow'. I found myself crying after seeing Dobby's death. His last word, was deeply touched. And this makes me simply wanna grab the book and read for whole day! Meeting Jia Wei XD.

SO here come the Penang trip again! Me and Wei Shen should definitely be proud of our bravery! We gallantly went to Kedah and Penang without any guidances ( Can map be considered as guidance?! LoL ) So much fun and I'm still overwhelming!

Is it stylish enough? Asking Yan opinion and she said this pic not really good If compared to the previous one. Ha! I really love taking photo now! XD


Happy Birthday to my classmate once again. I'm so kind to be there in Penang celebrating your 18! Happy 18 XD
The photo I and my classmate, Chew Li XD Anyone interested? Ha!

Again lecture and lecture and lecture. My life. I need a normal life!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Messy thoughts

HOME. It's a strong word for me. Many going back today, leaving only 100++ students here in KMP. Desperately want to go home but nothing much I can do to make it true. Wondering why I staying here. 5 days!

The saddening fact wouldn't change albeit how much I wish it. Maybe I'll call my mom up to ease my homesickness as well as discussing some important things with my mom.

16th Nov 2010. 2 months more to go before going back and I really wish that time can actually fly for once. A lot of stuff happening that almost driving me into insanity, trying to get myself up from the black void. I called Yan. Again, I've to thank her for contributing so much time sms-ing me and even talking to me on phone. Relief could be the only word to describe after confiding in her.

1:23:57 This is the calling time I made and we'd have been talking even longer IF I didn't control myself well... From optimistic to pessimistic.
Maybe drowning myself in the world of fantasy can do it? Sleep? Impossible to sleep whole day for me. I decided to take a jog tomorrow morning. Alone. So Nice to see my bro's pic on my phone. A surge of familiarity rushes in whenever I see the pic.

Day 1. I really wanna jot down all the little incidents happen around me. Diary perhaps. Shouldn't waste anymore valuable memory lost in nowhere.

7.30pm. Windy and Icy night again, vividly darkened the surrounding, supposedly I'll be watching TV with my family by now. Funny huh?! I miss every single thing at there. Can I cry IF I wanted to? Not gonna let anything to mess up my life now!

Friday, November 12, 2010

Smile? HAHA

There is always sth we unaware of behind the smiling face, the unmistakably thin veil that hard to see through but yet It's easy to dig through it. SMILE, I love smiling but hate faking a smile when I don't want to. Laughter isn't the priority of life but It makes life more livelier.

Faking a smile seems to be practicing 'widely' but from one's eyes we can see the truth.

So this is it! Later I gonna gather at the hall around 2.45pm for some events. SO here goes again me being volunteer. Reaching Perlis wasn't that happy. For 2 days before I was still sick. Flu and stomachache that made me almost fainted and vomited. Oh my! I so dyingly wanna go back as these sicknesses trigger the virus of homesickness in my body. Esp seeing my picture taken with my bro! SO SO SO SWEET! I miss u my bro! The pic taken the day I going back! As the cover of my phone too! XD Cute huh? HA

I respect myself for eating nothing other than 2 ROTI CANAI in the morning, seemingly my appetite growing smaller and smaller? ( Nah, I just sick XD ).

Perlis. Couldn't find a specific word to describe my feeling now, MUET is tomorrow and I've yet done nothing for it! Good luck to myself, hopefully I can get a good band!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

LOVE!

我爱你 你爱她 她爱她 她爱他
你爱我 我爱他 他爱他 他爱她

咦?怎么这世界 已经没有人相爱
怎么这世界 每个人都不快乐
怎么这世界 每个人都爱别人
不爱自己

~ Hebe ~

I love myself and I love my FAMILY and FRIENDS TOO XD
Couldn't believe myself that this is the last day for me to stay here and by tomorrow I'll be reaching Perlis for the new beginning of another new semester. Argh!!!

I started missing my cozy room, the comfortable bed ever, I'm gonna miss it for sure! And of course my sweet family! My mom, my dad, my brothers!



SO good to have a bunch of good friends and supportive family behind my back, giving me strength and energy. Being the eldest isn't that easy. I saw my parents hard work, backbreakingly making our life more comfortable. HOME SWEET HOME! Say cheese!!! Smile XD




My youngest brother, my dad and my mom. I love u all! Bye for this year and see you all nest year!
See you all next year! Wish me luck for my 2nd semester!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Ugly!

Development. I still hardly believe that Malaysia will take a step forward after seeing that incident. Strongly and deeply embedded in my mind. Oh My! Wouldn't believe IF I didn't see IT!

Gripping strongly to that stupid belief on how well the world will soon be turning into, now I'll rather believe what I see. Greatly devastated, with disappointment that couldn't be told ( Exaggerated only. Actually I already disappointed ) how impossible it sounded before but yet I now see the truth! LOL

Walking into 7-11 with my youngest brother. I saw no one at the front there but I still walked inside. A woman came out from the storeroom and I veered around to the storeroom side to buy something for my brother. And what I saw was shocking me! Inconvenient to describe here. WHO interested please find me on Facebook or MSN!

Hopefully Malaysia still can take a leap into a developed country for the coming 2020. I can see the impossibility growing higher and higher.

Dusk is always that beautiful. People are always that ugly. Being delusional wouldn't make the life more perfect the way you want. It's always, in the end- Just an illusion. Realize that imperfection lurks everywhere. This is reality!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Semester break.

Disorientated and disconcerted. Life would be a little more beyond reproach IF we stay optimistic the way we are now. Ignoring the heavy burden with a smirk, embracing the life of eternal freedom. Life would be much better without work and studies.

Haunted by the thought of going back to the life there, many start packing up themselves for another journey of life. SO to my dear matrik friends who are going back tomorrow, enjoy the last night u'll have with ur family or whoever u wanna be with for the last moment. And set off for another semester from today.



Happy Deepavali to all, having to celebrate Deepavali with friends was fantastic! Exuberantly taking pics and eating home-made delicacies by Trishan's mom, rather delighted. Spending hours in her house, chatting about the life we have recently.


Hmm. My holiday is coming to the end soon. 2 days left to be back again to KMP. I love my friends here, everything here. Sunday afternoon with Battlefield playing on. Sounds good for Sunday.

230 pics when hanging out with Stella they all, We all so crazy taking photo that we totally oblivious to the number of photos taken, enjoying the moment we have, seemingly we'd have to meet after ending our 2nd semester.

Taking photo with 2 of my ex-workers during our gathering in McD, I really did miss u guys, so much! There's so much to remember, the laughter we have once before in every class, the noise we made that obviously can devastate the whole school, the craps and jokes we made that sound stupid and funny.

Feverish enthusiasm. Meeting my primary school friends. Feeling awkward but turning out to be chit-chatting out loud. It's so familiar, everything, everyone. With a mild push and everything just feel normal again.


The first day began with steamboat and the celebration of Yuru's Birthday. Total 23 ppl in here. I met Si Jing, who I've missed meeting her for until now! Ha. So long I never sit down and enjoy the steamboat.


And yes! Life is infuriating in its own way but life can be real fun after all. Fun because of having a bunch of supportive friends behind u, Ur lovely parents and brothers. Family. I started to realize the importance of it. Reading 'The Forbidden Game' indeed made me on the edge of tears. The long and everlasting friendship is what I longing for. Bye all and meet u guys next semester break!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Havoc

Well Well Well...

It's Thursday again and I wouldn't dare to think of the approaching day of going back to KMP. Monotonous ever the life there, relaxation wouldn't find its way to my side, as if there's a curse that would restrain me from getting myself relax. LOL. I hate the life there but love it too! What a complicated feeling after all?

A spate of incidents happened recently. Thousands of people fleet from their homeland. Havoc's happening that It's already caused 3 deaths in Kedah. First the unprecedented hurricane invaded our country, leaving dreadful images that etched deeply in our mind. Followed by the non-stop rain, pouring mercilessly on the northern region and eventually flooding that area.

Going back to KMP? LOL

Monday, November 1, 2010

Tiara Beach Resort

One should treasure anything they have, time in particular. Finals have finally ended with papers and books were all burned down due to their eagerness to destroy it, perhaps the hatred they have towards those subs? I dunno. I was in no hurry to pack my stuff. All were dancing and jumping out of happiness as they'd be on their way home soon.

But I was packing formals and shoes into my luggage, going to a camp organised by KMM's PRD. Dunno why I was selected but going anywhere, mainly because of my lovely brother! Ha. Gathering in front of the library while trying to calm my adrenaline down. 3pm. Feeling light-headed heading to P. Dickson! Gonna have FUN soon! Wow!

So here we go. Spending a night first in KMPk. The college is humongous? Immense? Huge? It's relatively larger in size compared to ours, even the toilet!

8am. We all headed to the south, hoping earnestly that our trip could be ended as soon as possible as we're all sick of sitting on the bus. We finally arrived at the beach side. Due to our early arrival, we're given time to stop by the well-known beach side.

Ppl were all enjoying the coolness of the water. Refreshing maybe? But we only have time to snap a few pics. A surge of adrenaline rushed in again, urging me to embrace the sea. Gaining back my composure as IF I really would jump into it, we all walked away from the beach and into the gallery of souvenirs-buying-stalls.

Leaving the beach side with one last glimpse and going to Tiara Beach Resort for registration of the camp.

TIARA BEACH RESORT. The name of it glamorously attracted me. It's beautiful in a way that I won't be thinking having a camp here. The first day went through without much fun. Only we were delegated into different groups and have to spend 2 nights with different matrik students! The room was really out of my expectation! Ha. Only by my definition I think. I slept with a Pahang guy in a Queen size bed. I was fine with that because he's being all nice and polite, treating me with perfect courtesy. Hope I was nice to him too.

2nd day of the camp set off with aerobics. SO after that we all have to be in our respective groups, going to have what LDK sessions. Seriously the LDK was bored the hell outta ma. I was being silent and quiet, kind of like almost drifting to sleep and all my group-mates were asking me to talk, even teacher! Same goes to my dear bro, Pei Ee. Maybe due to tiredness? ha.

Having my lunch with Hema, my sis and my bro was great, although the food looked normal to me, but it's great spending my lunch time talking to my sis and bro. Ha.
Get prepared! We're going down the SEA! Literally I mean, just swimming pool la. LoL. Playing a few games in the water and I was exhausted! Man! I need rest seriously! ha. The night was excruciating tiring after having fun cause we've to play an indoor game which I dunno what the hell was going on at all. Oh! Really til now I still have no sense about what we're playing that day. Ha

We get to know a lot of friends! LoL. We're just like long-lost friends, taking photos like lunatics wandering around the resort. Ha. I wouldn't regret coming here but was relief and happy to come here after all. It's a great chance to meet friends from different areas, Malacca the most!
The last day we all forced to wear formal clothes. I mean it's because of the closing ceremony. Hours to go before going back my home! After the ceremony, we all took a few more photos before leaving.

Sth is wrong with me? I really love this camp and would be happy to stay for more. We'd treasure every experience we have so we never regret. I miss the day we all going crazy in this camp. I miss the water. I miss the monotonous and boring speech given although it's torturing me to have even 1 session of it! But I miss the fun we have.

Specially thanks to my dear friends especially my sis and bro. I miss the day we 3 together, chatting non-stop and almost anything. It's MEMORIES. And I'm gonna put it in my mind, keep it forever and ever. Irrevocableness. Why I suddenly so sentimental? Nice to meet you all ya! Happy holidays!

Friday, October 22, 2010

Exam week

Day upon day of deprived sleep tired me out.
After one week of examination,
I'm gonna have a restful day! Whole afternoon! (Except doing laundry. Spoiler! Ha)
SO, Let's me fill you guys in what I've been up to this few days.

English

The first day began with English be the lead.
Essay writing though, I did nothing in particular to revise English Paper.
The extended writing- Education is not all about getting straight A's but curricular activities.
Sth like that I remember, My time management real suck!
And I don't like Argumentative writing! It's suck the whole way down but I managed to finish it.
Really. I dunno what I wrote, a bit out I think,
Hope the whole thing wouldn't mark down my whole English result! Haiz

Accounts

The day I dreaded of.
Yup! I scared every sub I took. Ha. But what to do?
SO happy that I got my ans balance! Ha. What a wonderful day!

Maths

Doomed? Nope I think.
It looked damn simple but I did it like hell.
Couldn't even finish my paper! 9 marks gone.
* Already gone, my 9 marks are gone* LoL

English Paper 1

LoL! Fantastic! The vocabulary used! It's damn damn nice!
Really love the story but what the hell only one story? The others are all lame factual type!
I dunno. Quite worried! Hope I got all A! English INCLUDED Pls!

Business

LoL. No time to finish and this is the sub that made me so desperate.
I'm not having enough sleep due to this sub!
Tiring the hell outta me and I was half sleeping half doing it! LOL
Luckily was able to finish! I wanna scream out loud till my lungs burst! So happy ya know!

Next Tues last paper! Ha
And here's some weird phenomena,
Too stress perhaps? Or It's too happy?
Couldn't even cover their excitement?
Students here all burned their book after each exam.
I mean It's seriously polluted the air! ( Not that I'm a environmental-crazy-lover, but I do love Her! )
The air pervaded with smoky smell. LoL Kinda suffocating.


AND LAST! I WISH ALL MY FRIEND GET 4 FLAT! ME INCLUDED FOR SURE! XD

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Adult content! ( For those who are above 18 )

English / 华语

This page is all in English. Please proceed to next page to get the Chinese Version.
Thank you for your cooperation!

Acknowledgment:

Thank you everyone for reading this post.
This post is specially for my dear friend.
She's celebrating her 18th B'day!

Content:

Since many overage, so this post is strictly forbidden for those who are under 18.
Please be kindly turn off this webpage when seeing this.
18 SX, 18 PG and 18 PL


PAGE 1

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Can't recognize?
Then you are underage~
Please be leaving now!
If not, there's consequences that you couldn't think of.


Can SEE?
It proves that you're above 18!
Congrats! You're officially legal to enter this webpage.

PAGE 2

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Seeing it?
Okay! You're 18!



Because!
You see yellow!!! ( COLD ~~~ )
ASSUME IT'S YELLOW CAUSE I DUNNO WHY THE HELL THE COLOR CAN'T SHOW HERE! ARGH!!!

PAGE 3

Okay la! This is the thing I wanna say here,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya! To my dear Friend!
This is specially for you! And for Yan Also.
Since I gave her nothing!
Hahaha..
Today sure you cried a lot!
I so desperate wanna leave here and go Kampar to celebrate with you!
Argh! But I can't! I couldn't!
What the?
But since It's your B'day!
And I wanna release my tension.
SO I'm doing this post to you!
Don't cry again ya! Haha!!!
Happy Birthday!!!


( Anyone? Tissue paper please! Ha )




Okie! It's time! Oh ya! O much I talk but never tell you all who I'm wishing this to. Ha






SURE ENOUGH!

It's the one,
Who 16th Oct celebrate her B'day,
A girl ( Or WOman? Ha )


VEEVEE
KUEH VI VIEN
Today MAIN Character! WA SEH!

Look like It's the only photo we took nia.
But NEVER mind geh!
Happy Birthday!
( Red nice! Haha Luck it means! )
Know why I'm writing this?!
YOU ARE 18! LEGAL! Ha

For Chinese Version,
Please proceed to next page.

PAGE 4

Sorry due to time management,
The Chinese version has been officially deleted.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Mixed feelings

Overwhelming!
Speaking to my little naughty brother and my dearest mom,
feeling weirdly familiar and comfortable,
I miss my home!

"Shouldn't spend all your time on books"
"Should be seeing the greenery view after revising"
Although it's just a few advices, but I feel real sweet and happy.

Relief!
My Muet Speaking test over a few days ago,
which I feel not really good at all.

Done my revision (Accounting)! Hooray!
Not entirely but almost! Better than nothing right? Ha

Frustrations? Ha.
I've been feeling out for these few days,
Trust? I started to be a non-believer,
Believe in no one other than my family,
This is the moral value of every story.
Facing you, but hardly can I speak to you.
Maybe I'm wrong about what's happening to you,
But It's all over, I really don't want any disturbances.
Disappointment wrote all over my face.
Friend? UNbelievable (Certain la. Ha Not you for sure Yan! Ha)
Ha. Nothing. just too stress here so I wrote some stupid stuff.

Excited!
It's real soothing speaking to my mom,
I feel like wanna rush back to JB,
To live the life I once before lived.

Nervous!
Finals! Argh!
2 more days to go before my finals begins!
Ishh!!! This maybe the last blog before my finals.
SO see you all after my finals!
And wish me all the best! 4 Flat!!

VERY IMPORTANT HERE!!!
To my dearest friend Veevee~~~

Happy Birthday!!!
Wish you all the best!!!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Distance

喜欢坐在门外栏杆上
眺望着远方的感觉。
也许是寂寞难耐?
或是思亲缘故?

距离,
突然觉得距离这种东西好抽象,
可能是年少无知。

总觉得亲情和友谊,
父母始终都是不离不弃的那方,
以前总觉得父母唠叨,
但现在却渴望被唠叨的滋味,
友情?总让我不明。
还是亲情好了。

有种莫名的无奈,
已经很尽力了,
谁都会犯错吧,
就当作是一个教训吧。

哀莫大于心死。
现在什么都好了,
什么都看开了,
什么都结束了。
一切尽在不言中,
静静的度过,
平凡不过的生活。

又想坐在门外的栏杆上了,
想着家的感觉,
是多么的振奋人心。

Monday, October 11, 2010

Night

Night,
How beautiful could it be?
How evil could it be?

Looking up at the night,
It's that usual but quieter a lot,
It's that normal but calmer a lot,
There's a moment I wanted to let go, but couldn't.
Friend? Funny huh? Truly What's it?

I love being alone, sitting on the balcony.
Pondering about the reality.

Friend? Ha.
There's many,
But would one slow down when something happens?
Would one be lending a hand to you when you suffer?
Would one share your secrets and without failing to keep it?
Would one staying loyal to you when no one believes you?

Wind blushed my face lightly,
feeling quite calm mentally but there's chaos someway down inside my heart.
Humans are unpredictable, emotional, cruel, callous by the way they wanted to be.

Talking to Yan just now,
Really happy and relief I still have someone to to talk to,
I think It's friendship, eternally and irrevocably marked us as friends.
We crapped a lot, We laughed a lot, We talked a lot,
It's soothing.
Will there still be one to talk to after years?

Memories,
There's no way I can go back.
Recalling, Remembering.
It's so wonderful sitting alone, thinking about the impossibilities,
Being honest to myself,
there's so much to talk, but silence seems like the best antidote,
I love silence.

Already Gone,
I'm already gone, I'm already gone,
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone.

There's a time I wanted just to be a kid forever,
To shrug off the heavy burden,
To be that happy, that cheerful,
That truthful.
To be taken care of, to be loved.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Speaking

I'm writing this blog in order to help me relaxing my mind,
As tomorrow is my turn to speak ( MUET speaking test )

I'm seriously worrying about the test tomorrow.
Points couldn't pour out like normally do,
Speaking stuck here and there, ( Can't speak fluently )
Finding myself stop in the halfway,
and etc.

Dying to make myself calm,
So I opted to not staying still,
Writing blog is the best way to ease my tension I think + listening to songs.
I really really hope tomorrow I can speak smoothly without any troubles.

Please, Nervousness, I'm begging you to walk away just for tomorrow.
Concentration zero now.
I wanna study for my finals but couldn't.
Maybe out of nervousness?
I dunno.
It seems like the only stuff that makes me preoccupied.

Be confident! Keep my mind clear, for EVERYTHING!
I want to do my best!!! Argh!!!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

VolunteerS!

2 days of continuous cycling has worn me out!
But It's indeed fun and interesting job to reject! Ha

First day came, Friday!
5 of us were selected to bring all the other matrik students to the registration part,
Cycling was what we mostly did during the time.
Our job started at 9am.
I was first assigned to be with She Mei and Wani in the Bilik Felo
To welcome those comers and bring them to their allocated rooms.
But unfortunately, only 2 matrik came in the morning part.
Later I and She Mei were both sitting beside the guard house,
waiting for the arrival of the invited guests,
BUT Damn IT! They were all being late!
At last all managed to arrive before 7pm.
Me did something stupid! Never notice the Teknikal Kulim was already there,
And waited for one more
hour back there at the guard house!

Saturday. 3 Oct
Why the hell again we have to go Kuliah! I was tiring like hell you know.
But It's okay! Ha
3pm we all have to gather at Foyer A to be briefed again.
So we began after dividing the area we'll be guarding on.
( At 6pm la )
Ha.
We went from station to station and took real lots of pics!
I and my daughter^^
I and my roommate

4 of us again!

From station to station!

SO we started our duty.
I and She Mei were together near the cafe there,
There's no car there, let alone showing them road.
So we tried to study but UNSUCCESSFULLY.
It's hard seh, a lot of mosquitoes!!!

The arrival of Raja Perlis jolted us fully awake,
( Not sleepy actually but boring to hell )
Ha. It's nice we can have a glimpse of Raja Perlis ( Not really see la )
And we have to rush back to our original position!

What infuriating me the most was that I and She Mei can't take a ride on The Train! Argh!!!
All my friends have the chance to sit on the moving train!
We MANAGED to rush to the train but IT'S STOPPED! LoL
So we just can take a few pics of it!

Night had fallen unexpectedly,
Cycling gangly with my Kakom marching gang!! Ha
The ululating and howling of wind ( My daughter vocab! Ha. )
It's refreshing!
ANd at last before the ceremony ended,
we all took few more pics!
I love this job!
I love the people,
I love you all!
Cute looks!?

Stress?!
Insane looks?! Ha