Final Destination 5

I know I shouldn't have clandestinely updated my blog in my office, I've no choice but to succumb to the sudden inspiration. (Frankly, I'm not not at all inspiring, just somehow the blood pulses rapidly and blindly in my veins and arteries)

Death. Don't ever try to fool the death, never a chance you'll get out alive, unless you count the fact that soul is something alive. Final Destination 5 was awesome, and I love Nicholas D'agosto a lot , He's damned good-looking. (Well, maybe for me) I feel a little gay-ish this few days. (Nah, nth wrong to admire people, right?) As usual, all die at the end! Bobby Campo looks great also! (Final Destination 4)

Bobby Campo

Nicholas D'Agosto (Cool!)

Sunday breeze was calm and refreshing as I maneuvered my car out of the doorway , headed straight for someone who had been waiting for my arrival -- Yan! I warn you, Girls, that IF you don't dare to watch blood spurting out or intestine flying out, better keep yourself away from that movie cos it needs courage, as Yan was typically doing the 'eyes-covering' with both her hands. Gosh, what have you actually watched after all?

Let's talk about the Final Destination 5 movie. There's the premonition as usual, the main character predicts the coming death of everyone, a huge catastrophe. The bridge splits into half -- as what the precognition shows. And those who have been warned (For those who believe) will survive. The survivals, well, one by one, they die accordingly, unless someone intervenes. That's what Final Destination is all about, DO NOT CHEAT DEATH, cos you'll end up death also.

This pic is so far one of the best pic I love! =)

Togged up in our best formal suits, we walked kind of flamboyantly into our secondary school, all eyes were swirling to our directions. "Special' marked us from the very beginning and I'd never dream of wearing such 'Proper' attire into the old school. I've my whole day stretched ahead of me. Driving under the big hot sun was kind of draining my energy and I felt awfully exhausted after awhile.

I couldn't help but feel a little down when there's time I text and nobody even bothers to reply at all. The weather is ever-changing, raining and sunny, so volatile and unpredictable. A great deal of energy is what I need the most now, to deal with the avalanche of burden. I prefer the old me, the fat short guy that was somewhat more cheerful and happy than what I've been recently, less than a week or so and I'll be off to my tertiary education. I'm so lazy to update my bloggie lately, I may not be updating for long after I go to KL, I guess. Hopefully everything will be alright!

~The End~

Hiatus of Emotion

"Savor every taste of Emotion in life wholeheartedly, as life, despite of the aim to survive, to live through the ordeals, is to experience every bit and piece of feeling and emotion."

Spattering icy rain patted softly against the window while I sat myself in the usual seat preserved for me in the freezing office. The conflicting emotions flitted across my face was somehow bizarre even to me. Guess again? Yes, I do love my current job a little, perhaps the unlimited freedom given. I don't like to smile when there's no reason to, except under some special circumstances, out of politeness I mean, but I won't have my face plaster with the curve of smile when I don't want to. It's just somewhat forceful and irritating. No reason to keep myself smile while looking at mournful or irritating faces. So stop asking me why I look so gloomy always or why I always purse in a particular contorted nasty way to show I'm not happy, BECAUSE, there isn't anything for me to smile! Get it?

There's only one great news to keep my disarray complications at bay, proffering me comforts a little for a while. Gosh! I really need a lot of effort now to be able to write something BETTER, my dear friends please don't always throw those flattering compliments at me, cos I won't be putting much effort if I were given constant flattery. I'm not that good after all, need to be the best!

Let's be honest to ourselves like angry bird, don't care about how people feel or think, just be ourselves! Don't laugh If you don't want to! I wish for a hiatus of Emotion, let go and be myself.

Pardon me for swearing rudely here, "FUCK"! Our Government has finally got my nerve this time! The vehement anger had mounted up vigorously like the boiling water in the kettle, however a nudge in my stomach suggested me to stay still, tugging every sense of rationality to keep myself from barking madly. (I wouldn't do that either, just I'm really angry still!) It's kind of irksome and irritated, ruining my mood entirely! Expecting the outing tomorrow can actually lighten me up a little. What THE hell!

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The Forgotten Lullaby

Keep It short cos there's nothing interesting in my life nowadays unless u consider that working on the same thing is actually fun. ( Well, not really short after all! ) =(

Slightly overwhelmed by the fact that I've finally made up my mind upon the scholarship matter after the gloomy rainy day, now a worry-free look dominating most of my expression. A prefect forget-me-no blue sky looks even prettier than usual after forging through the head-splitting dilemma, thanks to all my dear friends that participated in advising me and kindly contributing their ideas. Well, I've resolved to not taking the Scholarship after all as 6 years really a little too much for me to bear! PEACE =)

Mr. Complicated was all subdued an emotional the other day, quite the contrary to the person I know, yet I couldn't be much better than him. Mr. Complicated Cheer Up If you're reading this! I felt awful at first and I know perfectly well how you feel right now, anyway It's life we're talking about, a twist in here and there is inevitable. Sophisticated! =(

It's torturing to have myself sat quietly for hours without doing much thing in the office. A spasm of guilt crept consciously up my mind as the words of encouragement rang in my ear, "DO anything as you wish!", well, I get paid without doing anything! Writing seemingly a far-fetched idea for me as my brain has long since malfunctioned. Squirming in my seat for some suffocating moment, I reduced to reading at last, and I've been reading ever since! Well today, I seem to be able to write =)

Medical Check-up result! Gosh! =( Anyway! Congrats my Dear friends, A Level result out and I'm very proud of my friends. I guess I'm gaining fat, cos my mom and dad said so, well, LOOK clearly, have I? Hopefully no! Gosh! Ha That's the random pic I took during my working time!

Right now I feel good listening to Avril's Goodbye, precisely a soothing album to me, I need the sweet lullaby! Do you ever feel like something missing out in your life, some piece of forgotten melodies that your mom will hum softly to lullaby you to sleep? I miss those melodies...

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Obsession or Admiration?

Pathetically wheezing out a few words when people talked to me as the heavy feeling shadowed me once again, a little suffocated, barely audible to the human ears. Nonetheless how happy we are, how sad and disappointed we are, we still die, and decay into dust that will not be remembered. We'd always be doing the same thing nevertheless how hard we try to make our life more interesting.

Oh my dear Lord! One pretty blond girl and good-looking young guys sat behind me, from FRANCE! ( Don't ask me how I know it! ) I feel a surge of adrenaline. Greedily eyeing the foreigners, they shouldn't have done that so obviously. Gosh! Politely casting a few glances is enough, just like me! =p

Great thing to do wandering around the bookstore, which many would never set foot in there as happily as I am. I'll be glad to call it a day! Got myself 3 books of Harry Potter for collection- The Prisoner of Azkaban, The Goblet of Fire and The Order of Phoenix. I was all teary re-watching Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows, the epic conclusion for the seven wonderful years in Hogwarts the Witchcraft and Wizardry. I want 2 more books to complete my collection of Harry Potter, the original version, so I beg anyone reading this, please help me out to hunt down the 2 books! Your help is very much appreciated! It isn't obsession, admiration could be the word.=)

My hand was half-paralyzed though movable after losing a needle-full of blood for the medical check up. Ouch! The needle looked terrified enough even before its sharp end pierced my tender skin and took my blood. Grateful that It took only a moment, the fear rose within me with a lump in my throat as I've always been afraid of needles. Shutting my eyes tightly as if it helped to minimize the pain (It's not that painful physically, just psychologically), the anesthesia injected did nothing to ease the pain, for me. I felt a little light-headed back to work the afternoon.

Presumably I ought to have done something worthwhile during this long 4 months, liberty doesn't help much in achieving something, as I was only dawdling on some inconsequential thinking, dwelling on those mundane stuff and dealing with my own internal feelings. From today onwards till the end of August, before the beginning of my new life, I promise myself to put much more effort into anything that might be useful for me in the future, learning and etc. The Story Of Us? SMILE =)

I love the song Price Tag quite a lot, as It reflects our life truthfully! Forget about the Price Tag and Make the world dance! What for paining yourself just to get money? We won't be able to bring it after death. Meaningful lyrics. Listen ya! Is it my blog too long? Nice to read? Ha Who cares! =p

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