Yes, I am still alive.

It has been quite some time since my last update. I don't exactly know what i have been doing the entire month. My promise to get myself off activities seems to be in vain. AT least I'm still feeling ok.

Surviving the hardest and i'll be stronger. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. With all tests, competition and event approaching, my life is kind of fucked up. 

Don't always be readily available to people, sometimes they don't even care or appreciate your presence. It's more devastating when I need one, and there's no one. Great disappointment comes from great expectation. Tired of being so caring, perhaps I need a break, for people i care and myself.

I am so hurt when my bestie said he has no one to confide in when he's upsetting. SO I am no one to you i guess. Perhaps it's time for me to move on, the shitty friendship stuff. Fine, maybe I don't understand u at all. I should be glad that i'm just a nobody.

Third year. I have a small buddy now. Slowly tuning myself out from the club. My first year was so much interesting compared to now. Life has changed a lot. Lots of happenings and i am no more part of them. I realized how much i have grown. It's still hurt to have people telling me how much i have not grown. Perhaps u shouldn't compare me with the rest. Hmm...

Klang trip siap. I have fun with my family. Thanks for being my so-called family for the third year. I am so glad to have u all. Life in UM is nothing without u all really. Happy graduation Rocky! Glad to have u this big brother looking after me. 

This post is not meant to be emo, but somehow when i write, I always end up emo-ing. Damn Damn Damn and Damn. =(

~The End~