Here's to Never Growing Up Again

Bucket list has been a new term for me, listing down what you wanna achieve before your death. The existing water crisis has driven people nuts, even me myself has the difficulty to keep my mind clear. Even shitting around also has to be patient. Calming down in Starbucks really works, at least I am doing something fruitful here. =D

Unbearably hot sun was the catalyst of my bad mood. When you have no water and internet connection plus that kind of shitty weather, it's hard to concentrate at all. Week 14 is coming and lots assignments due the coming week, yet I've no intention to rush it. 

My cute bro spike his hair like I do!

I kind of miss him a lot all of sudden. Trying to mimic my hairstyle, u better behave ya. Somehow I'm really worried about you, why don't you grow up, staying like a kid always. I'm going home soon, just be patient kay. Love ya =D

Cool Effect

I do like this picture a lot. Hehe. Dear you look old here hehe. I'm nearly broke, with all the money spent hanging out, eating and wasting doing whatnot. Budget control is essential for me nowadays. I miss jogging so much, dear water, please do come back, I really need you. =(

The 9th people!

Here's to never growing up again, love it! I shan't be so pessimistic, growing up is not the end of the world. Yet the more we grow, the more complicate we are. Decide which route to take when we've nothing as the benchmark to see. It's so good to stay a kid always, where the adults will be taking care of all the stuff. Ain't EMO, just some realization, gotta do a Bucket list soon!

~The End~

Deep Thoughts.

Feeling of insecurity intensifies often when there are uncertainties exist in friendship. Trust is somehow an important element to sustain the whole friendship thingy, make it impenetrable. Most people define friendship with their own expectation and I define mine as well the way others do, slightly higher perhaps before. 

Let's talk about other stuff instead. Finally I've the chance to sneak out from the mess after a few days of seriously-busy life. A movie marathon would be awesome if I have not been so exhausted. Dozed off at first and froze at the second. 

I was the one doing ugly face while other laughed!

Overnight in Mcd was a whole new experience, waiting patiently for LRT and bus to start operating. Shall there be any chances for me to be back home, I would never have the intention to stay, yet I felt exuberant with the idea of staying overnight. how crazy I was that night? hehehe

Right after home and I was forced to wake for assignment and class. Had a haircut and yummy Starbucks, what a fulfilling day. Thanks to the driver ya, Mr. Kah How.

Stress

A more concerning fact now is that I'm a lot lagging behind academically. Stressful feeling stimulates the inner emoness of mine, feeling very blue today. I need a grip from falling further, somebody please help me! Moving out slowly from my comfort zone. 

I'm told that always I look like a kid, seriously it kills all my attraction as an adult. Somehow cute doesn't fit me the age of 21. Okay I admit that sometimes I'm happy to be treated as a younger brother as the result of being the eldest in the family. But don't treat me as a 5-year-old kid kay. That's kind of annoying. 

Don't ever mistake my kindness for weakness, throw all the troubles back to me after I've done my part. Oh shit please I'm just too kind to not refuse. Please do respect me and I'll value you with respect.

Seriously like this!

Seriously I just had a lovely supper. Time to proceed to my assignment-copying night, endless work to do, endless shits to face. Ain't gonna sleep I guess. ='(

~The End~

Ohhh Penang!

Along the journey of life, people usually know how to criticize, they forget what compliment is. A really sad fact to be told. Yea that's right to improve yourself from who the shit you have been, but a little compliment can keep the spirit, the so-called passion going.

Maybe I have nothing worth complimenting on? Haih

An unexpected trip to Penang, though political flags are more frequent to be seen than places to be visited, yet i found the trip amusing. Thanks to my dears, Rocky, Kah How and Felicia, for sparing me time during my visit. You all rock! =D

A few hours of journey, without traffic jam to delay us, we reached Penang around 12.30am and had the first meal in Penang around 1.00am. I should have taken more pictures by the way. Let's skip the cliché part and start on the following day where the trip began.

Trio of us!

We kicked off our trip with a quite sumptuous breakfast, fried kuey teow, curry mee, etc, filling my stomach with total satisfaction. Walked a few miles for the well-known Penang wall painting and the bridge, meeting funny people visiting the place as well.

Wall Painting weeeee~

We've been on car more, due to mainly the congested road during that critical political moment. I realized after this trip that i've been to almost all the places before in Penang, yet the feeling of re-visiting with others was not the same. Please I am very excited still =)

Ahhhh! hehe

If the pic can be clearer and closer! 

By the sea!

Typically this is what we did the first day, dinner in Marshall's burger and have an interesting session before Fely went back. I was then with Rocky, had again dinner for two more times, the bread and 'Wa Dan Hoe' kind of thingy hehe before back to his house. We shared a lot, talked a lot. The awful thing i did was, i slept a lot when i was supposed to talk to him, very sorry to you my dear! I shall talk more!! Jom pillow talk again ahaha =P

The nursery boss. lols

Day 2 I went meeting friends of matrix, mainly eat and talk be our second day routine. Appreciate Kah How much to accompany me here and there though he doesn't really know my friends. And thanks to him as well for accompanying me and not able to accompany his family, touched! A cake session in twelve cups. 

At USM self-ca

OLD friends! Very OLD indeed hehe

Cute Boy =P

Finally till the end of the session before going back the second day. Dinner with a bunch of kids, only me, Mabel and Fely the adult there. Somehow kids now are more playful and rebellious? 

Who has the big eyes? Hmm

Ready to eat!

Thanks ya you all =)

I love going to trip now, lots of unexpected experiences. A fruitful week and it's worth more than staying in hostel and study. Happy birthday Felicia by the way =P and Happy mother's day mom =P

The Birthday girl hehehe

And my cool haircut!

Due to time constraint with tonnes of assignment, I managed still to update so long. Bravo! And guess will be seeing you all soon after May perhaps? =( 

~The End~

THE so-called politics

There's nothing worse than the feeling of disappointment, what has done is done and there'll be no way recuperating. It will never be the same again.

To the country. I ain't a big fan of politics yet i found the result irritating. Dirty tricks and manipulations, democracy has died since then. Reality has never been any purer, perhaps in our country, yet i'm glad that people are so united towards the change. See you in 5 years time!

Finally done with UMAC event and guess what, i am officially retired, another disappointment, totally not enjoying in this event. Thanks to my members and my HOD friends for giving me spirit to make this event a success. Should I say a success? Who cares how it goes, i care only the end! 

I guess i'll have my Penang trip update in a new entry. Here's to never growing up again, how i wish everything is so innocent like the age of 5. Everything is so dark today. How are you feeling? =(