Before the year ends

Gonna be the last entry of the year, a short entry will do since exam is around the corner. Slept in and out the whole Sunday in room. It's freezing the hell outta me in library, oh with sweater on, i'm still so freaking cold. Taxation is kind of fun yet it's hell lots complicated.

I am sick of having my whole day for books. Anyone's free to drive me out from this nut place and have a night? Please let me off a day. =( Eating up the papers will i be cleverer? Hmm. Less updates for 2012. I'm busy wey!

Have a blessed 2012, wishing myself all the best in the coming year. Good Luck Peeps! A random update -.- Bye 2012!

~The End~

Gimme a break

Few days more to my first paper and look what i am doing now. Hey, Gimme a break! I'm barely alive now with tons of stuff in mind. The sketchy understanding on the subjects has somehow aggravated the circumstances, messy thoughts, heavy feelings. 

Am seriously touched of the bread made by Betty, feeling warm nevertheless how stressed i was. The urge to sleep more and scroll down my FB page intensifies further oh my, i'll have myself under control soon, promise! I'm glad to have Chew Li and Mabel as my confidants, someone to confide in when i'm out of my comfort zone.

Hotel inspection during study week. I was kind of exhausted, enduring 2 hours journey and finally we have all the hotels inspected. Decision upon which hotel to opt for has been a pain in the ass. Guess this is just the beginning part of everything, yes, things will get so much better afterwards, i believe.

My brother and i are definitely of the same gene, look at how emo can he be. He is superr cute hehe. Anyhow let myself off one day, i shall have a proper sleep before i continue my revision. 

~The End~

Christmas!

The prognosticated Apocalypse was a lame prediction from scientists after all, foretelling how the whole world will be shrouded by darkness. The sky did turn grey, undeniably, yet that's only for the heavy downpour. Guess the end of the world is still a myth to us. Anyhow, Merry Christmas peeps!

"Ho Ho Ho! Merry Christmas!" again?! A wonderful wish to all of you. May all the luck be with you all. Blessed be. Trolling my face for the whole afternoon reading rules and laws of taxation, preparing myself for the coming finals. Come on, Christmas Eve and I was home?

Thank God, 4 pretty girls dragged me out of my book! It's been so long and we, or be more proper, i haven't been meeting them. Sorry, my fault aha. Oh we've been friends for so damn long, admit it girls, we have grown so old! I like the second picture the most. Oh my so cute we are haha!

Christmas is such a wonderful moment, let's enjoy our day to the max, without books to be entirely enjoyable! Care less of the consequences, i shall therefore end here and sleep. Night! =)

~The End~

20.12.2012

Reading is terribly bored when it comes to figures and professional languages. A day without much doings other than generating theme for the night. Glad that i still have Jie Run as my assistance. FAR 3 assignment was done earlier than i've expected.

Ohh i love my sony earphone so much. Soothing musics fill my day. Chilly day with heavy pouring rain, i haven't been sleeping much lately, looking extremely tired. It's week 14 and i shall start revising now, some unexceptionable reasons procrastinates my plan. Be calm, i'll be home soon!

Happy 20122012! What a meaningful day to be. Kicked off my morning with a nice picture with my buddy. She is just a kid to me haha. Cramping my brain for the ideas of the night. Ohh this batch 4th year seems nasty enough aha (Ain't complaining for those who read this. Ahem.)

Okay, seriously i love Pitch Perfect so much. Anna Kendrick u r so cool wey especially her great vocal! Recommended comedy movie of the year! Gotta have a movie date with friends later at 4pm. The apocalypse is coming soon? Guess what, i don't care! Rest well tonight.

~The End~

I was home

Skipping 2 classes in a row for the sake of taking some rest. *Am i really that tired? Ahh why Business Research you so harsh on me! I understand nothing so far. 

Urgh. The taste of betraying yourself is disgusting. Once again, to end my mundane daily routines, i've taken up yet another responsibility. Why don't i just open my mouth and say no? Great fulfilling semester coming soon. lols. Great how am i gonna interview people? Head of department all over again.

Back home for a few days last weekend and i found happiness there. My mouth had been stuffed with food from the moment i was awake. The intention of making me grow weight failed. *Evil smirk. Mom i really have been eating lots lately! Insta all the nicey pic, i love taking pictures. Weee

America Cheese cake was kind of tasty. Happy Birthday to him! He is 8 but looks exactly like 5. Family genes of looking younger? Perhaps. hah Great weekends spent with family. Assignments never end. How I wish that i could be forever that young. Peace!

10 more days to be screwed. Hell yeah. Oh i was so chubby before? Glad! *Taken from Veevee's 2010 blog update. Oh how foolish i look that time. haha

~The End~

Grow up

'Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain, they steal and keep you from love.' - Leo Buscaglia

I demand a change. It's December, another year is coming to an end. Behold the changes around you, for there might be some unforeseeable twists in life and everything goes awry just in a sec. Let the quest begins.  I demand nothing but peace, may God grant me courage for every challenge I encounter. Ignorant and stubborn will further exacerbate the whole situation. Let it be. 

Dragonfly =)

Lucky to be the winner of Sony earphone which costs RM 189. Thanks to Revive. We shall never let our anger get out of control, banging door, barking at others. Withhold your temper, breathe and be calm. Harsh words hurt. It pains the heart of whom you love. Time to behave like an adult now. 'Oh Darling don't you ever grow up.' 

KMP! =)

Sony Earphone!

6 more days to the date of Intervarsity Investment Challenge 2011. 4 more days to my cutie brother birthday. How I wish to be home right now. Yes I shouldn't have regretted on anything that I've decided prior. Just do it! Try my best to accomplish it then. 3.36 am in the morning. I have been sleeping for 9 hours from 4pm. Oh My God! Perhaps things will really be alright once I wake up again. Time to sleep, again? =)

Happy B'day Freezz!

Love it!

Stick to the old gang better. I miss the time when 3 of us randomly stopped a cab and went starbucks -ing. Rewind my life? Great time. =(

~The End~

Remedies

Best course mate ever!

There's always remedy of law to bring justice for every rights violated. I wonder is there any remedies for friendship, to fix it and bring it back alive. Words of denial seem easier to be spoken out than the truth. 'I do care very much.' How hard would it be to voice it out. Perhaps we all are afraid of the consequences of voicing out the truth.

My duty as an Exhibition member has finally come to an end. Has already been one week here. I shouldn't have come back so early for the time-wasting workshop. Family is my priority. Friends, I was even kind of regret of the promise, all over again. Wishful thinking does make life sound better. The sense of belonging, I found none beside friends from my residential college, thankful for their presence and I swear to be better off in the future.

Mabel Tan =)

KMP cheers!

Remedy of life - be optimistic. It is yet another way of cherish the life granted, a far-fetched way as It's kind of impossible to stay optimistic all the time. Emotional-oriented life incongruous with the remedy of life. Keeping a smiley face to people around you lessens their worry. Time to behave in a mature way, I'm a 20 grown up man!

Delicious Cakes!

Korean Gift

Thanks to Dai Ka Jie for bringing me gifts from Korea! Treating me like a brother of hers rather than a friend. Glad to have a big sister by my side taking care of me. Thanks Qiao Fan! And my fellow KK9 friends. Ups and Downs I have gone through. I miss the smile.

~The End~

Begin Again

My cute brother =)

I shall dismiss the idea of how busy my life would be and embrace the coming new life here. Challenge Accepted. Pleased to have my day for some readings. Thirst 2 was remarkably written by Christopher Pike. Love is invincible, unbeatable and irrevocable, as time goes by, love is the best  remedy to everything. Humanity. I love reading, imagining myself in the shoes of the characters, how would my life be if I were them. 

I might be philosophical today. Back from home I feel kind of tiring, feeling nauseous and repulsive on the bus. Great day to be. I haven't touched a single page of Management Accounting. Holiday mode. Seriously, I have great mum and dad, driving me everywhere for stuff I wanna buy, cooking their best dishes for me when I am back. I Miss u all so much! 

Great Taste!

La Gourment Desserts. Have been doing well without you all in my life. I shall be glad that I managed to get rid all the negative thoughts while I was home. I found that talking to old friends is the best thingy in life, comforting and nostalgic. You've changed. The proper term of putting it together is that I've stopped trying to please you the way I did before. I'm tired. That's simple.

Cheers! =)

Hehe

A picture paints a thousand words. There's time I hate to be alone. I have great friends out there waiting for me to confide in to them. Reality is not sucks at all, just that we have to live our life accordingly. I'm a little sentimental today, as usual, when I come back here. Let's begin again, from the unknown, 'kay?

P.S My English is so terrible nowadays. Gotta brush up my writing skill! So God damn emo when it comes to writing blog. I shall expose myself more to my fav. novels!

Happy THE-END-of-holidays. =(

~The End~

Argh!

Argh!!! The torturing week has finally come to an end! I shall treat myself better after the tormented week, granting myself permission to spend, eat and sleep! 3 mid-term tests - Law, Business Research and Financial Accounting and Reporting III plus 2 assignments due this week. Heavy feeling cast a gloom over my week.

I'll be home soon! Have been doing a lot of thinking, pondering over stuff that has been bothering me. Everything changes for a reason. Propeling myself forward to the next agenda rather than keeping myself rigid at the original position. Time is the manipulator, we are the respondent, ticking away all the GOOD OLD memories, and nothing remains.

Once upon a time. Hmm. Story telling always has a happy ending. No matter how sad their life is, at the end happily-ever-after. A lesson learnt, don't simply make promises to your friends! I regret the promise I've made and now I have to be bound by the promise. Be rational.

Friends are the ingredient of food. Once you have all the ingredients messed up, the food spoils. There is no way fixing the meal up. A total disappointment. Don't put up much expectations. Definitely have to thank those friends who have spiced my life up.

Great night all alone by myself in the room. I'm coming home. Soon. =)

~The End~

Halloween Day

Feeling of betrayal is so overpowering that I've been procrastinating things that are supposed to be done. I ain't gonna do anything anymore. No matter I well I play my role, things just won't get right. SO what for putting so much effort when there'll be no returns at all? Happy Halloween peeps!

Happy Halloween!

I could have done much better with proper concentration. The test of TAX was over. Law was kind of surprising me as I got the higest in class for the small quiz, exhilarated. I don't change much, really. I have been patient for so long and I am sick of being so nice.

Spiky hair Vs Costy Burger!

Best old friend! =)

A burger cost me RM 15? Oh so damn to pay, totally out of my expectation to have myself swallowed down the that RM15. Gone. Everything has changed albeit how hard you preserve it, things just won't get the way you want it to be. At least you have done your part trying, that's enough. Care less the outcome.

Okay. I have all my stuff accomplished, my responsibility fulfilled. Glad that today is a sunny day, Oh my dragonfly! When the hell did I become so artistic? It's time to explore my other capabilities! Well Time For A Breathrough perhaps? =) Promise myself to enjoy after another tormented week!

~The End~

Haircut!

"Your test will be postponed to the following week."

All my effort has been in vain spending my whole evening flipping notes and pages of books for the sake of the coming exam. At least revising is something worthwhile, so it's okay. Lots of friends going back this week and only a few of us been left behind. Have a hair cut, terribly short.

Nothing to worry if others dare to entrust responsibility to you, they believe you are capable, then you shall have faith on yourself as well. To my dear who has been under great stress. Don't put up an emo face and douse the spirit of yours. Stress would never cease, bear in mind that things will get better at the end. Do take a rest from the STRESS please for once. =)

I realize that long hair does look better. Short hair suits me more? I kind of reluctant to walk into the crowd, feeling the stares on me after the haircut. Psychologically effect? It amazed me to have myself sung for consecutively six hours non-stop. A fun outing with my ex programme dept, getting myself higher than the empire state? Opps... Finally!

I miss my long hair. I need a talk. I wanna go home. I hate it when the truth is so unacceptable. I miss my life back then. Things will really get better? Dream would never fail you, imagination would make your life better off, only reality is suck. Pluck up your courage and face it, I wonder how many can achieve that?
*Can't wait my DEAR Rocky xD (I guess u'll be reading this. Satisfied? haha)

~The End~

Nike Run

Attraction, Crush and Love are totally different from what I've known. Thanks to Sharmin for the time taken to get me clear on the usage of these TERMS. Physically attracted to someone does not mean that you are in love, same goes to having a crush, by the standard of love. There's so much complications. *Snowflake for the first time*

I never expect my life to be so busy, 7 subjects on hand are really a headache to me. Define BFF to me? A friend who understands you wholly right? Don't ever put any expectations on anyone, cuz they might not live up to what have you expected and that's when disappointment sets in. Who cares? I get disappointed a lot but I'm fine. Who am I to you? Nice food but I'm broke seriously!

10 km was seriously NOT hard. Seriously I was so worried that I couldn't make it to the end but mission accomplished! I was able to keep myself running, once again my stamina amazed me. Ran within one and the half hour and got myself a finisher Tee, which has been an achievement to me. 

I miss the old time when we have so much to talk about, the time when we have no stress and responsibilities. People change and I haven't been expecting the change that fast. Anyway good luck to you, that's what I could say.

~The End~

Priority?

One month long I haven't been updating my bloggie. Finding time for myself to sleep has been the major task of mine ever since I came back here. I've set myself a goal of scoring a much better result than the previous semester. I need extra attention in class, extra effort in room.

Putting up with tons of stuff has been a pain in the ass but I know that everything comes with a reson. I-Week 2012 ended officially and I've gotten myself a buddy. Started to bury myself in the books with the hope that everything will be fine.

Business Research kind of exciting, I never know what am I doing for the research. God bless me! I've been trying lots of stuff here, informal emcee was kind of fun, and I did enjoy to the max the very last night of I-Week 2012.

Happy belated mooncake festival peeps! Haven't been calling back to home for a month. Shh.. My mom was kind of unhappy. I've stuffed myself with many types of mooncakes. Picking up lantern and candles, we walked around of residential college for that special night.

Sum up my life here - BUSY. I don't really understand a thing of yours and now I don't care. Result has become my priority and I realize that sometimes it's too ficticious to imagine. Life has so much to expect but what you get at the end might not be what you are expecting. Grr. That's complicated.

What's my prioriy? May the odds be ever in your favor. Good Luck for the coming weeks here. =)

~The End~

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

Wee are never ever ever ever getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk to my friends talk to me.

Have you guys been like me, repeating like hell the new Hitz of Taylor 'We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together'. I'm not breaking up or whatnot, nor do I feel upset of the no-relationship status. The way Taylor sings the song is just awesome! Taylor Swift!

Can't wait for the new album to release, it's due next month, Oct 22! RED. Patience. We are never ever ever getting back together, as if we ever be together. I guess there's time when the impossible happens, just learn to not expect too much.

May the odds be in your favor. Would we still be the winning side as usual? Pretending that all has been just fine. Would that do? Bye friends and do take care of yourself. Holidays and what I have been up to recently - eat. Typically wasting my time and since then I've gained myself a few KGs. Great thing to do. Damn.

Have been webcam-ing with Ash cuz he felt goddamn bored. Now he's off to work. Best of luck in working ya. And I'm so bored yet what to do? Gotta keep myself busy for the coming weeks eh? The workload hasn't been reduced yet I feel great cuz I've been purposely avoiding the pressure that has been boiling on. Everything will be fine.

Let me have it repeated again. I realized I need to be off thinking of the matter that is driving me nuts! Great life! 

~The End~