Splurge anot?

The tempting lure of buying should be forbidden, a sense of foreboding to splurge. Finally I'm getting paid, for the tedious month of working. I have my lunch only RM 1.50 consistently for five days a week to cut my expenses down to max! Vege and rice for my lunch, pathetic isn't it? Ha. What I gonna do with my salary? Still in deep contemplation. Strictly against money wasting.

Wanna know how much I earn? Text me pls! Shh! Ha A secret to be kept ? LOL

Simple equation in Life, gaining equals to losing, It's like 1+1 and you'll get 2, simple? Yes. There's always multi-perspectives in life, looking from this side, you'll get this and get that from the other side.

Today I texted my ex-classmate, Chew Li, chatting sth about life after matriculation. I miss her and my entire school life before, the so-called homesickness hit me like the great wave hit me squarely on my face, leaving only invisible stinging wounds and injuries. How much I hate my life before, and now how much I miss it. It's complicated. It's life cos Life = Complication.

Started my story finally. I feel good to be able to write again, though my skill of writing so so. Grammar is acceptable but my vocab has seemingly weakened a lot.I appreciate my friend's advice a lot, Poh Yee SIS for being so comforting.

"People not doing cos they don't have dream, but you've it and you'd try, albeit how people laugh and criticize you" Quoted from my friend. I believe I can, then I sure can! Is it?

Here goes my 180 bucks to buy an external hard disk as a reward for me. Could It be a splurge? I guess It's a nope! N will be treating my family a sumptuous meal few days later. Gonna have my RM 1.50 lunch non-stop! June! I'm coming! 1 more month to freedom! SMILE =)

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Perplexed?

A whole new life without books =( The perplexedly martyred expression.

It's awful to have my holidays spend working, although I'd get what I deserve at the end, by casting away my dearly novels. Okay okay! Enough for the grumblings! My result slip was sent to my home yesterday and It's surprisingly overwhelming that my Eng got an A averagely! A good News for me? So to congratulate myself? Should I be spending my first salary to a few new books perhaps!? Hehe

Is it distance detrimental to a relationship, friendship for instance. Pondering. Could it be so easily ruined, so fragile n delicate? Muddled, I hate those who like faking innocent, pretending to be kind n good to u but behind there's a sharp knife well-kept to be able to have a strike on u whenever possible, hypocrite to be precise to describe them.

It's a whole new me, wondering what changes could I make for my future. Ha Finally n officially my matriculation ended a mth ago. Well, life has made a turn n I'm cuming back to this sweet home for almost a mth. Miss the life before thought I remember me grudging vehemently WHY I WOULD BE THERE when I was there. Weirdo me! Ha...

I love Avril, her new album inspires me a lot, care nothing but enjoy the life. What the hell. Sometimes we shouldn't be so restricted, life could have been fun IF u don't put much restrictions on urself. Hmm... It's true. Love my life more than ever, I'm born to live this life. SO why would I be grudging about the life before me? Why not just What the hell! Ha

Blogging. I m not so hardworking as before, updating my blog daily or weekly as my life isn't that interesting now compared to the life before. I mean, the same dull routine of working from 830am to 600pm. DO u guys want me to detail on it? LOL.

I'm so sad again cos I feel like my English has taken an abrupt landing, plummeting down to a level that I realized I've to start working on my English again. Here I come. Working has indeed exhausted me, leaving me no strength. Hais. SMILE =)

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Life

Hypopituitarism.

An adorable little girl is actually 33 years old. Could u believe that?! Killing spree is lurking on the back of this very little girl mind, appearance does cheat sometimes. 'Orphan' I watched, with tremendous excitement and it's really quite hyperventilating, even hysterical perhaps? I tot it's a normal adopt-some-scary-child movie like those lame movies. But hell It's NOT! Strongly recommended!

For some reasons I've abandoned my blog for weeks. Up n down, up n down. Appropriate adjustment to my current life is a must, I'd still hear the voice of laughter reverberating, slightly incongruous to my post-Finals Life. i wanted very much to find someone to talk to, to confide in yet I've not. Friends are all too busy even to reply my messages. It's okay maybe I'm gabbing too much.

I'm gonna splurge on some novels after getting my salary! Result will be out few days after. What should I do? "Wait". It's a patient game, to wait like a cow waiting to be slaughtered. Hell Nope! It's like waiting to get a newborn baby! The unveiled truth will be revealed soon.

Life is unpredictable, unexplainable, and unfathomable. It's all about going through ordeals n growing up. Perplexed? Life is amazing. Insouciant life is ephemeral yet it's enough. We need to be contented and not taking everything for granted. Treasure time, cherish ppl.

Done crapping...

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