Winter Solstice Festival

Exacerbate the wound even further, though we know it's detrimental to us but yet ignorance fools us, making us again and again drop into the abyss that couldn't be saved. Always, we end up all alone.

Happy Winter Solstice to all my friends. Engulfed by the utter quietness of this event, I couldn't feel the usual atmosphere that I sure will get from being at home. The day is cold and the people here are even colder. I miss being home.

Imperious tone has indeed infuriated me, trying my best to cope with the problem but the invisible distance has slowly crept between us. I don't usually irritate but tampered by the naughty distance and your demanding action, I at last succumbed to my temper. I'm sorry but I feel sorry for myself too.

Disorientated from the need to decide my future. 8 courses finally out. I need acknowledgement from the others to prove myself worthy for the courses I chose. Do I manage to take on the ramifications and consequences? Could I? I dunno

At last, I wish all have a Happy Winter Solstice.

Meteors

The calm feeling was back days ago. I found that we shouldn't treat everything with perfect serenity and seriousness. It'd have been a disaster, even a catastrophe. We all stick to our old and eccentirc thought about life, Life shouldn't be that pathetic.

I love what my friend told me,

Friendship isn't everything. There's no eternal and everlasting friendship in our life as best friends are hard to be sought. WE'RE all GROWING UP. When we grow up, our perspective towards life and the expectation towards friends will eventually have a leap, to a higher lever. When one's couldn't achieve the level we've specified, then we'll choose to leave it out or as a simple fact, we ignore. This could be our own problem but This is life.

WE all are uniquely built for what we are bound to be, for what we are born for, for what we are living to.

Meteors beautifully grazes the sky under high speed but afterwards, there's no trace of It in our life, easily forgotten. Intrigued by the patterns of meteors showering the Earth. There's no cul-de-sac in life, just turn around and we'll see there's another way around. SO I won't be so upset anymore! NEVER EVER. Live like the meteors showering the sky. It won't be hard Is it?

SO what?

DON'T EVER try anything on cheerful ppl when they are not in mood. I hate ppl who acting overconfidently, thinking that they are correct and all of us are wrong. STUPID fully describes them. Please be rational on all the things. Don't mark yourself as the center of everything. It just shows how stupid you are, how ignorant you are. SO WHAT now?

I don't reckon everyone to like me but I don't deserve that kind of attitude, EITHER! So pls behave yourself as I'm hardly the easily erupt type! LOL

SO I'm not here to scold or complaint, just plainly mention that I'm not in the mood. So better you behave rather than I being all nuts scolding u. LOL

Happy Birthday to my BROTHER!!! The youngest and cutest brother that will be going to primary school next year. It seems funny to think that you will be bringing a heavy bag with you, so big that It's bigger than half of u. I really miss u so much u know. Hopefully I can go back soon XD

Getting 5 Flat. I'm not particular pleased or what but was getting more moody after that. Now finally calmer. 5 Flat? I still dunno what to do. Maybe LIFE is just that pathetic?