Halloween Day

Feeling of betrayal is so overpowering that I've been procrastinating things that are supposed to be done. I ain't gonna do anything anymore. No matter I well I play my role, things just won't get right. SO what for putting so much effort when there'll be no returns at all? Happy Halloween peeps!

Happy Halloween!

I could have done much better with proper concentration. The test of TAX was over. Law was kind of surprising me as I got the higest in class for the small quiz, exhilarated. I don't change much, really. I have been patient for so long and I am sick of being so nice.

Spiky hair Vs Costy Burger!

Best old friend! =)

A burger cost me RM 15? Oh so damn to pay, totally out of my expectation to have myself swallowed down the that RM15. Gone. Everything has changed albeit how hard you preserve it, things just won't get the way you want it to be. At least you have done your part trying, that's enough. Care less the outcome.

Okay. I have all my stuff accomplished, my responsibility fulfilled. Glad that today is a sunny day, Oh my dragonfly! When the hell did I become so artistic? It's time to explore my other capabilities! Well Time For A Breathrough perhaps? =) Promise myself to enjoy after another tormented week!

~The End~

Haircut!

"Your test will be postponed to the following week."

All my effort has been in vain spending my whole evening flipping notes and pages of books for the sake of the coming exam. At least revising is something worthwhile, so it's okay. Lots of friends going back this week and only a few of us been left behind. Have a hair cut, terribly short.

Nothing to worry if others dare to entrust responsibility to you, they believe you are capable, then you shall have faith on yourself as well. To my dear who has been under great stress. Don't put up an emo face and douse the spirit of yours. Stress would never cease, bear in mind that things will get better at the end. Do take a rest from the STRESS please for once. =)

I realize that long hair does look better. Short hair suits me more? I kind of reluctant to walk into the crowd, feeling the stares on me after the haircut. Psychologically effect? It amazed me to have myself sung for consecutively six hours non-stop. A fun outing with my ex programme dept, getting myself higher than the empire state? Opps... Finally!

I miss my long hair. I need a talk. I wanna go home. I hate it when the truth is so unacceptable. I miss my life back then. Things will really get better? Dream would never fail you, imagination would make your life better off, only reality is suck. Pluck up your courage and face it, I wonder how many can achieve that?
*Can't wait my DEAR Rocky xD (I guess u'll be reading this. Satisfied? haha)

~The End~

Nike Run

Attraction, Crush and Love are totally different from what I've known. Thanks to Sharmin for the time taken to get me clear on the usage of these TERMS. Physically attracted to someone does not mean that you are in love, same goes to having a crush, by the standard of love. There's so much complications. *Snowflake for the first time*

I never expect my life to be so busy, 7 subjects on hand are really a headache to me. Define BFF to me? A friend who understands you wholly right? Don't ever put any expectations on anyone, cuz they might not live up to what have you expected and that's when disappointment sets in. Who cares? I get disappointed a lot but I'm fine. Who am I to you? Nice food but I'm broke seriously!

10 km was seriously NOT hard. Seriously I was so worried that I couldn't make it to the end but mission accomplished! I was able to keep myself running, once again my stamina amazed me. Ran within one and the half hour and got myself a finisher Tee, which has been an achievement to me. 

I miss the old time when we have so much to talk about, the time when we have no stress and responsibilities. People change and I haven't been expecting the change that fast. Anyway good luck to you, that's what I could say.

~The End~

Priority?

One month long I haven't been updating my bloggie. Finding time for myself to sleep has been the major task of mine ever since I came back here. I've set myself a goal of scoring a much better result than the previous semester. I need extra attention in class, extra effort in room.

Putting up with tons of stuff has been a pain in the ass but I know that everything comes with a reson. I-Week 2012 ended officially and I've gotten myself a buddy. Started to bury myself in the books with the hope that everything will be fine.

Business Research kind of exciting, I never know what am I doing for the research. God bless me! I've been trying lots of stuff here, informal emcee was kind of fun, and I did enjoy to the max the very last night of I-Week 2012.

Happy belated mooncake festival peeps! Haven't been calling back to home for a month. Shh.. My mom was kind of unhappy. I've stuffed myself with many types of mooncakes. Picking up lantern and candles, we walked around of residential college for that special night.

Sum up my life here - BUSY. I don't really understand a thing of yours and now I don't care. Result has become my priority and I realize that sometimes it's too ficticious to imagine. Life has so much to expect but what you get at the end might not be what you are expecting. Grr. That's complicated.

What's my prioriy? May the odds be ever in your favor. Good Luck for the coming weeks here. =)

~The End~