Smile Like a Boss!

Finally decided to put all my books away to write, feeling so depressed the night before that i was so struggling to keep myself awake and eventually I've decided to just give up and sleep. How i wish i were that clever to be able to swallow down a chapter an hour. Another few days to year 2014.

There's time back then for me even writing down what I have on my mind seems to be incredibly hard. That's the reason why i haven't been updating my bloggie much lately. Thanks also to the tight schedule for procrastinating myself further to write. Arghhhhh!

Seriously i have to be quick to sum up what i have to say in order to have more time to study. Grrr! The kids are just so cute that i can't stop myself for loving them more. Feeling so comfortable to have them around. 

Hwa xun the boy is super cute and i feel like pinching his face all the time like how i pinch my brother. He's just so good in taking care of people really! That's why i love him so much like my own brother. No reason =D 

Sometimes i wish i can be a kid forever, at least there's nothing to worry about except eat, shit and drink. And at least can smile like a boss! Yea finals finals go away. =)

Not forget to congratulate myself for winning the second-runner up of the Deloitte Tax Competition. The moment during the competition we're so hopeless but our effort was not in vain. Glad that we have made it thru. Thanks to the two brilliant girls, without them, i won't be able to make it even to the finals. 

Never realize that i am so important to you. So touched to receive this belated Christmas gift, the message means so much to me really. How am i going to eat this when it's so meaningful? haha! SO now do learn to cherish me more cuz i am so valuable! I am still mad at you sometimes, don't say those stupid stuff again please.

My friends told me not everyone u care cares about you, that's so true. Sometimes we really have to learn how to let go and move on. Not all your friends are worth your tears. An advanced wish to all of u who are reading this, Happy New Year. Blessed be =D

~The End~

Yes, I am still alive.

It has been quite some time since my last update. I don't exactly know what i have been doing the entire month. My promise to get myself off activities seems to be in vain. AT least I'm still feeling ok.

Surviving the hardest and i'll be stronger. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. With all tests, competition and event approaching, my life is kind of fucked up. 

Don't always be readily available to people, sometimes they don't even care or appreciate your presence. It's more devastating when I need one, and there's no one. Great disappointment comes from great expectation. Tired of being so caring, perhaps I need a break, for people i care and myself.

I am so hurt when my bestie said he has no one to confide in when he's upsetting. SO I am no one to you i guess. Perhaps it's time for me to move on, the shitty friendship stuff. Fine, maybe I don't understand u at all. I should be glad that i'm just a nobody.

Third year. I have a small buddy now. Slowly tuning myself out from the club. My first year was so much interesting compared to now. Life has changed a lot. Lots of happenings and i am no more part of them. I realized how much i have grown. It's still hurt to have people telling me how much i have not grown. Perhaps u shouldn't compare me with the rest. Hmm...

Klang trip siap. I have fun with my family. Thanks for being my so-called family for the third year. I am so glad to have u all. Life in UM is nothing without u all really. Happy graduation Rocky! Glad to have u this big brother looking after me. 

This post is not meant to be emo, but somehow when i write, I always end up emo-ing. Damn Damn Damn and Damn. =(

~The End~

Third year

Don't ever get too attached to people, you'll end up hurting yourself. Keep my nose out of other's people business is what i'm gonna do. Seriously, i should consider taking up classes on how to be selfish. I'm not gonna be so fucked up again, please. Third year, the senior.

Have been a boring week. It's so easy and simply to cash out here than at home. A fine morning jog with the girls, another crazy plan to celebrate Lily's birthday. Life's not gonna be the same anymore. A very short update here. 

Best advice from my friend here. Learn to not value all your friendships the way you value your bestie. That is so true, sometimes, i'm just so tired of socializing with people. Putting yourself in the circle of people is so suffocating. Some people you care just don't care about you at all. Hmmm...!

Kinda miss this little monster here. =D

~ The End~

Oh my great Holidays!

Oh the urge to write seems to have dissipated during the holidays. I've been leaving my bloggie dusty for one whole month, that's somehow unbelievable, considering how active i was years ago. Grrrr!

Words of swearing painted my wall early in the morning. What a great start before a new sem. Anyhow, skip all the crap, I'm gonna blog about my trip. Do bear with me cuz it's gonna be so wordy that may bore you out! Teehee =D

Nice Outfit?

So this is a gift from my bestie, do i look great in this outfit? lol 9-hour bus to Kampar was somehow ridiculously longer than the norm. I've never been to Kampar before. I managed to snap a picture of this cool lady while riding her e-bike.

Driver of the trip!

There's indeed a lot of caves there in Perak. The following day, after a fulfilling brunch of Asam Laksa, we're off to go.

They've decided finally to bring me to museums to have a look. The tin museum in Kampar and Gopeng. It's the lamest thing i know. We afterall have no luck on both cuz the museums are off on weekdays. And hello the holy caves!

Perak Cave

Dinner with another gang of new friends was kind of uncomfortable. I know they're being nice, but i just can't help the awkwardness. Back home to rest for awhile before a movie. Mortal Instrument was not that great to me.

The haunted Castle

Here comes the third day of my trip. Ipoh is a great place with food, slightly more urban than Kampar. Kellie's castle was our first destination. A haunted castle that was left abandoned. Beautifully built.

Boiled Egg? Stewed? Steamed? Hmm

Food, food and food. The rest of my trip was pretty much about food. This is actually an egg, i dunno how it's cooked. But the sauce for me is too sweet. I don't recommend either for those who dislike sweet food. My first try here. 

mml!

Dik-dik Coffee

Time passes fast. I don't mind staying for a few days more. Great fun with ex-schoolmates. Thanks for the hospitality. I made new friends there. A cup of Dik-dik Coffee before the next trip. 

The Evil Monkeys

It's not the end yet. Greetings from Kelantan. Another strange place to be. Not the oh-what-happened-to-you kind of strange, it's just new to me. Frankly, I've never been there either. The place was a little out of my expectation. Some people here speak the fourth language to my surprise, they speak Thai.

Kuih Malas

Belut?

Another hitz of the trip, gosh spicy belut was great. Totally taken my tongue and stomach by surprise. If you ain't a fan of spicy food,  my advice is that Don't try please. Teehee =D

My company of the trip

3 days in Kelantan and I believe I've gained more than 5 pounds. I've at least 10 meals a day, am not exaggerating. The food there was naissssss, half of it i've never tasted before. Spicy food made my stomach burning, squeezing, churning. Great experience though. Ash looks great in this pic lol. 

Few more days and i'll be going back KL. How time flies. Dang. This sums up my one week trip here. There's a lot to tell. Hope my pictures can paint more than thousand words. Lots of thingy to share. Kay see ya around. Stay tuned.

~The End~

Life goes on...!

Hey ya people I'm soooooooo glad that I'm still alive. Going thru a series of brain-killing tax cases and dumbass shit. Believe me, I don't usually delay my work. The deliberation of delaying has never occurred to me thus far, except for perhaps studying I did procrastinate. It's August now.

Have been working during weekends, tiring but somehow fulfilling. It's not a tough job, walking around asking people to sign up for card, except for the fact that people around all have the cards. Am waiting for the money oh money.

*owh kiwissss* hehe Mabel's favorite and i shall show her more pics of kiwi in the future =P

And so I was having a great time enjoying my life here. Two of my friends showed up unexpectedly. I guess the fruit ice thingy has somehow become the attraction here. I wasn't so in the mood of hanging out lately yet their arrival was somehow taken me by surprise.

Watching the Wolverine is a must! I like Yukio in the movie, somehow she's just so tough and interesting. A reminder to u all, sit still till the very end of the movie kay. As usual, girls are so drooling over Hugh Jackman's body *Shamin* It's all about the power of living eternal life. I don't want eternity, i want a happy life. =D

Here comes the beginning of another month. Few more weeks before the trip. Finally banked in for the shitty Tax books. I'm seriously pissed off with them yet calm down. I need to stabilize my emotion, Fely's right. I'd not to let others govern my emotion.

Stay tuned for more updates! I guess.

~The End~

Dreams. Readings.

Official result has finally been out in the air. Despite the fact of scoring 2 fat Bs in my exam, the rest of the subjects i did unexpectedly well. It's really a pain in the ass to have to digest all the stuff in one night. My brain isn't that good working out maths and stuff without enough sleep.

Have been doing some readings lately, filling my spare time with a little imagination and excitement lol. Great thing that i've stocked up quite a number of books before. My all time favorite will still be Harry Potter. But i'm currently sinking into another series of Richelle Mead after the Vampire Academy. Get yourself a series of Bloodlines of VA. It's great! =D

The impact of staying home doing nothing is finally getting on me. Eat, sleep, online, dramas, house chores, chauffeur have become my daily routines now. I'm so looking forward to the trip of the coming month. Shall i spare myself some pennies for the trip oh here comes money again *Groans*.

I do agree that minion-fanatics are getting a little out of control, queuing up 2 hours before just to get hold of the minions that are supposed to be the kids' toys. The action has defiled the way that things should be. Get a grip of yourself people!

'No dream is too big, no dreamer is too small." -- Turbo

Hope my decision to participate in the Tax challenge would not make me regret. A random update on Thursday afternoon. Sweltering hot weather is killing the fun! The quote as well makes me wonder, am i making a right choice? Hmm... That's something I need to ponder upon before uni reopens. Just Great.

~The End~

Hello It's Saturday in Jaybee!

I've been home for 2 weeks. First of all, toast for the completion of my second year, 2 years away from graduation. Damn it, the truth is always that overwhelming. Gosh third year here i am. 

How thankful i was to be finally out of my home, exploring places that i've never been before in Jaybee. Such a nerd i was to never explore the awesome places around me. The greenery smell is so astoundingly refreshing. After taking our lunch, we hit the road again for the next round. Saturday is meant to have fun, isn't it? =D

And 5 of us, after a short discussion, decided to come here. Just Want Cafe the Garden is super cool , located in the middle of the housing area. I ordered an original latte, my all time favorite. My friend had the shop specialty, what Tiramisu thingy, ice cream plus a sip of coffee pouring into it. Yum, it's so tempting especially with the single shot of coffee.

Value friendship too much and you'll be feeling disappointed all the time. Care only for those who actually care for you. It's tiring to have to deal with every one of your friends with equality, demanding all the attention from them. It's upset to be forgotten. I know that. 

Those little minions are so cute. Watched Despicable Me 2 last Saturday with bestie. The story was kind of predictable, a normal simple story ever. Minions are all they have to bring out the atmosphere, funny little stuff popping out in the interval. 

Have been watching few sitcoms and dramas lately, learning Spanish, reading novels, planning a trip in August, studying general and geographical knowledge on US and UK plus Spain my favorite countries, waiting for the results to be released. Somehow I feel the need to get a job, yet what can i do? Jaybee has nothing. 

Jog later. More updates soon. Stay tuned. lol

~The End~

Monster University

I hope I'm home. The thought of staying in the room whole day is somewhat so claustrophobic and insane, thanks to that hazy condition. Found none even to accompany me and I guess I'd just be a good boy to stay in the room. 

Exam week has finally over. Thank god I've survived the torment, leaving no debris of my sadness behind. Again, I'm regret of how a jerk I was to procrastinate. So dispirited to ruin my only Ace subject because of the stupid reason of not enough time? Come on man, I thought you can do better! I'm fine anyway. Done with the exam, that's a victory to me!

Ohhhh crapping for the entire two paragraphs. I'm back again with freedom. Monster University was the first film to kick off my holiday, Vroom... That was so unplanned yet awesome! I believe lots people have watched Monster Inc. and I shall be the only one who hasn't. Monster Inc. was about how the life of Scarer, YES, you're right, Scarer is the one scaring children at night.

Monster University, however, is the prequel of that movie to see how they grow into the big Mike and big Sulley. The story begins with Mike, a one-eye monster, as a kid, who is so determined to be a Scarer though he's too cute to be one. He gets to know Sulley in class where Sulley is a total jerk. Somehow they become great friends afterwards.

Mike just wants to prove himself capable to be in the school of scaring. He thus challenges his dean of the school in a scaring competition. Losers will get the butt off the school. Together with Sulley and a few, they form a team and try to beat the other teams in the scaring competition. And they are defeated in the end, yet they become who they are at last. I like Mike's determination and their friendship.

Friendship. Ha. SO I have a friend who forgot the promises he's made, like a shit and doesn't even try to remember. Guess what, I'm fine with that. No matter how life is, trust yourself. Except maybe for a few friends who have been marked trustable. Yes, you ruin my day.

~The End~

PSI 400 and Finals? Dafuq!

The whole week was a blur for me. 5 subjects in a row, i am feeling so utterly exhausted now, mentally even physically to sit for this exam. Blame myself for the shit of procrastinating. Time has changed please.

Thanks for lecturing me my dear, i know i shouldn't be so demotivated when it comes to exam and courses. Somehow i really have to face it cuz this is my choice after all. Realizing the need to be determined, oh yea shall i start revising then now? 

Somehow i realize that i don't really know how people think, their minds are so unpredictable. We're so close like buddies sometimes yet there's time when i don't really know who are these people.

PSI 400 is damned ridiculous, i can see how blur the sky is, just like me with all my exam papers. Okay,  it's like shit that you all burn the forests yet do consider the affected countries and family with you Critical mind. Hopefully my family and friends are all fine over there, breathing in hazardous air like hell, i am kind of feeling suffocated as well. Dafuq!

One more paper to go before this sem ends. Pray hard! 

~The End~

Audible denial

The denial is so audible that even from far cannot be missed. I've been really trying to work hard, yet defending myself with reasons of not working hard enough. It has always been my fault to not fully utilize my time, no use grumbling. 

Why me no study?

I hate it when people randomly accusing me for something. I just don't understand why life would be so complicated with people like these, so full of themselves and don't really give a damn listening to others. Jesus, I'm doing my best to make things normal, more than what I need to do. Sorry that I can't live up to your expectation, and I'm not born to do so. Such a ridiculous reason. Hello, shit? I'm somehow so tired.

I miss u kay

I'm thinking of becoming a blogger, not the normal-expressing-myself-and-jotting-down-my-life kind of blogger, but those who can make money out of it, and at the same time trying to improve my rusty English. 

Happy birthday in advance my boy ;)

Just a short update from me. I really need to work harder today. Forgo all the hell and try my best! Concentration!

~The End~

Here's to Never Growing Up Again

Bucket list has been a new term for me, listing down what you wanna achieve before your death. The existing water crisis has driven people nuts, even me myself has the difficulty to keep my mind clear. Even shitting around also has to be patient. Calming down in Starbucks really works, at least I am doing something fruitful here. =D

Unbearably hot sun was the catalyst of my bad mood. When you have no water and internet connection plus that kind of shitty weather, it's hard to concentrate at all. Week 14 is coming and lots assignments due the coming week, yet I've no intention to rush it. 

My cute bro spike his hair like I do!

I kind of miss him a lot all of sudden. Trying to mimic my hairstyle, u better behave ya. Somehow I'm really worried about you, why don't you grow up, staying like a kid always. I'm going home soon, just be patient kay. Love ya =D

Cool Effect

I do like this picture a lot. Hehe. Dear you look old here hehe. I'm nearly broke, with all the money spent hanging out, eating and wasting doing whatnot. Budget control is essential for me nowadays. I miss jogging so much, dear water, please do come back, I really need you. =(

The 9th people!

Here's to never growing up again, love it! I shan't be so pessimistic, growing up is not the end of the world. Yet the more we grow, the more complicate we are. Decide which route to take when we've nothing as the benchmark to see. It's so good to stay a kid always, where the adults will be taking care of all the stuff. Ain't EMO, just some realization, gotta do a Bucket list soon!

~The End~

Deep Thoughts.

Feeling of insecurity intensifies often when there are uncertainties exist in friendship. Trust is somehow an important element to sustain the whole friendship thingy, make it impenetrable. Most people define friendship with their own expectation and I define mine as well the way others do, slightly higher perhaps before. 

Let's talk about other stuff instead. Finally I've the chance to sneak out from the mess after a few days of seriously-busy life. A movie marathon would be awesome if I have not been so exhausted. Dozed off at first and froze at the second. 

I was the one doing ugly face while other laughed!

Overnight in Mcd was a whole new experience, waiting patiently for LRT and bus to start operating. Shall there be any chances for me to be back home, I would never have the intention to stay, yet I felt exuberant with the idea of staying overnight. how crazy I was that night? hehehe

Right after home and I was forced to wake for assignment and class. Had a haircut and yummy Starbucks, what a fulfilling day. Thanks to the driver ya, Mr. Kah How.

Stress

A more concerning fact now is that I'm a lot lagging behind academically. Stressful feeling stimulates the inner emoness of mine, feeling very blue today. I need a grip from falling further, somebody please help me! Moving out slowly from my comfort zone. 

I'm told that always I look like a kid, seriously it kills all my attraction as an adult. Somehow cute doesn't fit me the age of 21. Okay I admit that sometimes I'm happy to be treated as a younger brother as the result of being the eldest in the family. But don't treat me as a 5-year-old kid kay. That's kind of annoying. 

Don't ever mistake my kindness for weakness, throw all the troubles back to me after I've done my part. Oh shit please I'm just too kind to not refuse. Please do respect me and I'll value you with respect.

Seriously like this!

Seriously I just had a lovely supper. Time to proceed to my assignment-copying night, endless work to do, endless shits to face. Ain't gonna sleep I guess. ='(

~The End~