2011

Time flies indeed. From the day I graduated from matriculation to the day I entered University of Malaya.

It's so hard to keep myself focus, skimming through notes but none of the words has made its way to my brain. I need time for myself, to pull the string back to its position. Sometimes It's good to sit down to think, to remember what have I been doing those days. 

Bundles of thoughts. This might be one of the great year ever, spending time with friends from different states, travelling from place to place. How would my life be if I chose to stay rather than going up to the north to further my studies? I met great people. 

You could never change what is meant to be. Life is like a big, messed up puzzle only you'd arrange it, accordingly, one by one. Upon completion is the full picture of your life. Be patient and you'll have a great life ahead.

Sometimes life is just as exciting as sitting on a roller coaster. Up and down. Everything is so unpredictable. Somehow I miss the ups and downs, It's the only thing that propels us forward. 2011 is going to end soon, and I've a great 2011 with you all. Thank you! =) 

I believe the coming 2012 will be a great one! Cheers! =) Great Day, Great Life.

~The End~

Santa Claus

Slouching myself against the chair with books obliterated the table, creating an utmost overwhelming feeling of tension.

"Santa Claus is coming to Town..." I love Christmas! =) The pure misty snowflakes falling down, a mystical feeling. I simply love it! With a big bunch of white beard cascading down his chin, a big belly and a 'Ho Ho Ho..." That's my Santa Claus. Dear Santa, may I get a day off without anything to worry? =)

Say Cheese to the camera! Escaped from the maze of books to the reality, I feel grateful to have this bunch of best friends behind! =) As far as I'd tell, you all are the best! Peace!

Phew! What an awesome meal! We enjoyed so much, taking pics =) What a memorable moment with you girls!

Tell you all something, I don't care how people look at me, I care only how I live my life! Ha... Nice quote from dunno who? Finals is coming SOON and I believe that I can score well! Who am I? =P Love the one who paints my life!

~ The End~

Publicity Member =)

The great satisfaction that I've never felt before. I wonder how well I've done? Hmm... Great job all of us!

Back to December

It's December, the Christmas month! 'Ho ho ho, Merry Christmas!' Often I dream that, One day, I'll have the chance to meet Santa Claus. A new beginning, the very last month of year 2011. I love 'Back To December'. =)

Finally I've done my management Individual Presentation, although not that good, It's still acceptable for me. Cheers! FAR 1 is so terrible, the so-called killer paper, Financial Accounting and Reporting 1. I need to pay extra attention to this typical course!

Gonna miss it very much! 9 days to Event day, Intervarsity Investment Challenge 2011! The End of my publicity job. It's challenging and I learn a lot, Thanks to our pretty Publicity Leader, Jien May! *Hmm...* Anyway, It is a great experience for me =)

For now and onward, I'll be truly hardworking. Don't ever get distracted by any other influences, especially who knows? I'm not free okay! Please! Not my fault that I'm busy =( Great love to my family and I really miss you all! All the best to myself!

A beautiful 1st December. =) Jiayou!

~The End~

那些年

Savor down a bowl of ICE is something so refreshing and exhilarating when you're stressed. Drop all the pretense. Varsity life is somehow so packed. Some may feel suffocated under the constant consternation, whatever it is, "Let's enjoy!"

Extracted my sleeping time for that particular movie, I dare say that, 'It's worth watching!' Emo... I feel heart splitting after watching. How long has it been? I've no time to settle down and EMO due to the packed life. I know movie can be quite dramatic, but well, I love that!

"人生有很多事是徒劳无功的"

Everything will be fine. I believe that, and I know that! =) Sometimes EMO is a great thing, It makes us realize what life IS actually...

~The End~

It Ends

Need not to be sad for something that's gonna end soon.

20.11.2011, such a beautiful date.

I love reading novels, but I find no time for me to settle down and read, it's somehow so pathetic. Occupying my time with lots of assignments and activities, I swear that I'll get myself some time to read! (My English is so GOSH now!)

Tata ~ This is my BUDDY! Each senior will be choosing 1 Junior as their buddy, then they will pass all the books and well, typically everything useful to their little buddy. Buddy, no need so touched la, just helped u re-celebrate your birthday only with some food! Ha

STPM will be on Mon, that is tomorrow. Wish all my friends can score well! Kai Xin, Meng An, Yu Ying, Chen Young, Yuru, Si Jing, Jau Huei, Leo, Chai Juan, Shun Ern and ... I know you all can do it! See you all in UM then! I miss SMKDPT so much!

Today is the closing dateline for IVIC 2011, do hope that the event will be very successful! =) It ends, partially. PUBLICITY Rocks! Pretty awesome memory I have! Memories never fade. =)

~The End~

Intervarsity Investment Challenge

I'm kind of addicted to black n white color pic! Why is it so attractive I dunno, I just love it! =) Formal wear!

I love my publicity team. =) No regrets joining Intervarsity Investment Challenge though sometimes feeling a bit depressed but overall is manageable. SO many teams join now, I'm so glad we've hit the aim! We met Hitz FM JJ the day during our Roadshow in UITM, Shah Alam! Great Experience ever! =)

I don't really like some people here, ALOOF n ARROGANT, showing their stupid face as if they are great ppl in the world. Come on, I know you're Senior enough but please la, SO WHAT!? If you want to be respected, first you need to respect others!

It's almost there, a few more steps to climb. The registration will be close on this coming Sun, do hope that this event will be really successful. I've put all my will and effort in this event, hope it does pay off. Camp or night? It's really a hard decision. Stay Cool!

Kind of miss my brother all of sudden! *So cute* =)

~The End~

Dear Home...

"It happens so often

We live our life in chains

And not knowing that we have the key"

Devotion is just another form of obsession. It's been so long since the time... Rewind itself to where it begins, all over again. When finally u feel like u have gained something at last, only u realize that u have lost everything u have to gain that particular thing. Worth?

It's been 2 days since I back home. 'I'm home!' Finally.

'How's life.' A simple sentence, not that important after all. That's how people move on, how life progresses... When someone is dead, the ashes remained will only be forgotten... Forever.

I love the smell of Home. The only love that won't decay, family love, the only refugee that soothes u. Home sweet Home. =)

Sometimes I just want to make sure that everything is okay. I'm not that confident like some others do. Hope that everything goes smoothly, will be calling Hitz FM soon, I want it to be a success, All The Best! 2 months of Varsity Life, more that just tiring can describe.

Putting too much effort into something, Intervarsity Investment Challenge 2011. Should be selfish sometimes. Human nature.

~The End~

Bleeding 'n' Love

'Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love...'

Seriously, my purse is bleeding profusely now after a month or so of the pompous life, the pain is inevitable. Gosh! How much did I spend for the last few weeks? The amount must be very HUGE and TERRIFYING I bet.

Happy Diwali and Happy Holiday!

Have not been for the coming test, I'd be happier a lot! Burying myself in the maze of words definitely is another form of self infliction. I love hanging out with friends but hate spending! Essentially, fun is one of the important ingredients of great life, blending with a little hardship to make a perfect life. Yes. One U!

One U Complex =) Looking good? =P

I'm loving it! =) Gonna keep my bloggie short and understandable! 4 of us really had fun!

Heavy bowling 'Oh God, I can't make it! It's gonna drop!' *Self indulgence!*

Me and Zheng Yang!

Me and Kok Leong!

Me and Siok Chin!

So life is so FUN *Money*

I enjoy my life here, although it's quite tiring and busy, but well, I love my friends! Kok Leong's parents are really kind and caring *U'd treasure tot I know why...* Blink! All the best and Thanks for everything! Best friend! =) A big Smile to u! For the hospitality! Cheer up dude!

#102

~The End~

Historical Malacca

What a historical place it is!

There's a lot of reasons I love Malacca, though I've been there for dunno how many times already. We reached LRT station quite some time and was moving to TBS when something shocking happened.

A friend of mine, call her anonymous, mistakenly bought a ticket to Pudu instead of TBS, going straight down from the LRT herself. What an experience! While waiting for her =)

We met a very cute boy from Canada, his parents lives in Singapore and his granddaddy in Canada. He's such a friendly old man!

A relaxed day after a busy week! I'd love to go again, such a nice place to be =)

Good luck Kai Jie! I know you can make it! Say cheese!!!

~The End~

# The 100th Post

#The 100th Post

How to describe my first month of Varsity Life? Busy. The transition of life is somehow exhausting, aside from the need of rushing through assignments, the TONS of activities are mounting up to the top!

Keep it short for the 100th Post. My very first time to TimeSquare alone without any company!

Happy Birthday to my dear friend Veevee. Somehow I found it weird to celebrate your BIG day in another State but the feeling was still the same!

I specially love black and white color pic. So cool the pic here!

Hmmm. There's a lot to tell. Short of time impedes me from elaborating more. I don't care what others think about who I am, I just want to be myself! This is still my life. =) Just friends okay!

~The End~

Preferable Sense of Belonging

Physically feeble without a proper meal, I miss home-cooked food. Don't ever take things for granted, my sincere advice to u all.

A little claustrophobic to be alone in the small confined room for almost 1 day, It's lucky then I haven't been driven to insanity. A bunch of activities coming right after me at the very first day when I first stepped into my Residential College, continuously clamoring on the need of them to occupy my life. Another phase of my life began so abruptly that I've an oblivious sense of knowing what should I do. Phew.! What a Life!

'One Step at A Time'... Could I find a ladder and climb, not laboriously but confidently up to the other end step by step? Restructure myself to adapt better, the road that has not taken is a little muddy and foggy, creating a false sense of alarm that prickling the inner mind of confidence. Move On.! I hope so... May God bless me. A specific fear for me, to not able to achieve the dream I've built for myself, far-fetched but achievable, I believe...

I dare say I'm not an idiotic nerd that will only obliterate myself in the piles of books! FUN, a crucial element in life, indispensable for me. This post is meant to be descriptive, so don't blame me for over-detailing!

Old Town

Brought along the heavy-like-hell Management text rather than my dear Lappie was a total mistake I made that particular day!

Me and a CUTE guy!

Mid-Valley

As a good boy, I've never been home so late before when I was at home. 1 am still watching 'Nasi Lemak"! Abduction was so-so. A little angry over the stupid taxi driver, a crappy Liar that cheated our money, kept arguing to raise our money to pay on the way back. ( he himself wrongly sent us to that place and demanded us to pay more ) Ridiculous shitty people!

Mid-Valley!

That's enough I guess cos I'll be having a presentation right after so I've to rush through my chapters before going to present in front of 100 sth people! Anyway, there's still a lot to tell! And the above title mentioned - HOME =)

Stay tuned!

~ The End~

Puzzling Hiatus

It's all in a blur without enough sleep, somehow I manage to recall a few cheers and a few grand events, that -- sums up my whole Orientation week. Personally I don't feel like want to elaborate more cos IT'S not a big deal after all, guess what, school started and I met friends, assignments and events started to pile up waiting... And Blah blah blah ---- My UM new Life

I regret complaining over and over again how bored I was before for the long four months. Perseverance has faded away ever since, seeking the authentic me and the aim of my life have taken a toll on me. It needs time to heal, as what the saying goes. Is it a saying? Who cares! I'm hell dang sleepy after a few restless nights. Although I manage to stay awake in all the classes, but the packed and tiring schedule is killing me!

Thanks to the girl in the pic, I've someone to talk to. It's quite comforting looking and talking to some familiar faces, though I wasn't really that homesick. Have not been going through the pains during the KMP time, I'd not be able to manage myself well, a typical transformed me.

Learn to endure the sarcastic remarks that raining hard on you with a happy smile =) on your face. Who cares? The flame of anger over the criticizing remarks, keep it, and use it well as a weapon for revenge in a more ethical way rather than some clandestine evil plans, this will only mark you down as their equal if you do what they do. I believe I can do well with the faiths and beliefs my parents putting in me!

The #98 Post. Confounded, Puzzled, Bewildered, Confused, Perplexed. --- The sign of need-my-bed-now. Happy birthday to my daughter She Mei =)

~The End~

The Show

The aroma of fresh steaming coffee permeating in the stale morning air couldn't even keep me awake for long. Screw it. I was all alone in the comfy little office the very last day of my working day, headache, fatigue. I bought a new bag, a few new outfits for the new school semester ahead, and a few novels! Somehow I had a premonition that I'll be sick very soon, perhaps right after I off. Please Don't, I'm sick of being SICK.

"There's nothing about u mean to be or mean to do. There's only something u have to be or have to do!"

Came across the song 'The Show' by Lenka. The oldies mode was tuned in right away. not really that old but not that new either. I love Lenka sweet vocal and lovely Music Video.

"I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze and Love is a riddle

I don't know where to go, can't do it alone

I've tried and I don't know why"

I love the idea that Life is just a maze. 'We're meant to say Goodbye.' from Kelly Clarkson's Already Gone is the best line ever. We're all going to say goodbye no matter how pathetic our life has been, how awful it is, and how lamentable it'll be.

I'm bored. Last working day! Like a boss! =P

1st September, the day when all the Hogwarts students back to their school. Well, I prefer Bobby Campo than Nicholas D'agosto. I saw the news that there's gonna be Scream 5 by Bobby Campo but I'm not sure is it true a not. Gosh I'm a little over crazy about the guy, but well, why not? Admiration has no boundaries, that's it! Perhaps my last entry before going to U, really hope to see you all soon, Good Luck to myself! =)

"Just enjoy the show ... "

~The End~

Final Destination 5

I know I shouldn't have clandestinely updated my blog in my office, I've no choice but to succumb to the sudden inspiration. (Frankly, I'm not not at all inspiring, just somehow the blood pulses rapidly and blindly in my veins and arteries)

Death. Don't ever try to fool the death, never a chance you'll get out alive, unless you count the fact that soul is something alive. Final Destination 5 was awesome, and I love Nicholas D'agosto a lot , He's damned good-looking. (Well, maybe for me) I feel a little gay-ish this few days. (Nah, nth wrong to admire people, right?) As usual, all die at the end! Bobby Campo looks great also! (Final Destination 4)

Bobby Campo

Nicholas D'Agosto (Cool!)

Sunday breeze was calm and refreshing as I maneuvered my car out of the doorway , headed straight for someone who had been waiting for my arrival -- Yan! I warn you, Girls, that IF you don't dare to watch blood spurting out or intestine flying out, better keep yourself away from that movie cos it needs courage, as Yan was typically doing the 'eyes-covering' with both her hands. Gosh, what have you actually watched after all?

Let's talk about the Final Destination 5 movie. There's the premonition as usual, the main character predicts the coming death of everyone, a huge catastrophe. The bridge splits into half -- as what the precognition shows. And those who have been warned (For those who believe) will survive. The survivals, well, one by one, they die accordingly, unless someone intervenes. That's what Final Destination is all about, DO NOT CHEAT DEATH, cos you'll end up death also.

This pic is so far one of the best pic I love! =)

Togged up in our best formal suits, we walked kind of flamboyantly into our secondary school, all eyes were swirling to our directions. "Special' marked us from the very beginning and I'd never dream of wearing such 'Proper' attire into the old school. I've my whole day stretched ahead of me. Driving under the big hot sun was kind of draining my energy and I felt awfully exhausted after awhile.

I couldn't help but feel a little down when there's time I text and nobody even bothers to reply at all. The weather is ever-changing, raining and sunny, so volatile and unpredictable. A great deal of energy is what I need the most now, to deal with the avalanche of burden. I prefer the old me, the fat short guy that was somewhat more cheerful and happy than what I've been recently, less than a week or so and I'll be off to my tertiary education. I'm so lazy to update my bloggie lately, I may not be updating for long after I go to KL, I guess. Hopefully everything will be alright!

~The End~

Hiatus of Emotion

"Savor every taste of Emotion in life wholeheartedly, as life, despite of the aim to survive, to live through the ordeals, is to experience every bit and piece of feeling and emotion."

Spattering icy rain patted softly against the window while I sat myself in the usual seat preserved for me in the freezing office. The conflicting emotions flitted across my face was somehow bizarre even to me. Guess again? Yes, I do love my current job a little, perhaps the unlimited freedom given. I don't like to smile when there's no reason to, except under some special circumstances, out of politeness I mean, but I won't have my face plaster with the curve of smile when I don't want to. It's just somewhat forceful and irritating. No reason to keep myself smile while looking at mournful or irritating faces. So stop asking me why I look so gloomy always or why I always purse in a particular contorted nasty way to show I'm not happy, BECAUSE, there isn't anything for me to smile! Get it?

There's only one great news to keep my disarray complications at bay, proffering me comforts a little for a while. Gosh! I really need a lot of effort now to be able to write something BETTER, my dear friends please don't always throw those flattering compliments at me, cos I won't be putting much effort if I were given constant flattery. I'm not that good after all, need to be the best!

Let's be honest to ourselves like angry bird, don't care about how people feel or think, just be ourselves! Don't laugh If you don't want to! I wish for a hiatus of Emotion, let go and be myself.

Pardon me for swearing rudely here, "FUCK"! Our Government has finally got my nerve this time! The vehement anger had mounted up vigorously like the boiling water in the kettle, however a nudge in my stomach suggested me to stay still, tugging every sense of rationality to keep myself from barking madly. (I wouldn't do that either, just I'm really angry still!) It's kind of irksome and irritated, ruining my mood entirely! Expecting the outing tomorrow can actually lighten me up a little. What THE hell!

~The End~

The Forgotten Lullaby

Keep It short cos there's nothing interesting in my life nowadays unless u consider that working on the same thing is actually fun. ( Well, not really short after all! ) =(

Slightly overwhelmed by the fact that I've finally made up my mind upon the scholarship matter after the gloomy rainy day, now a worry-free look dominating most of my expression. A prefect forget-me-no blue sky looks even prettier than usual after forging through the head-splitting dilemma, thanks to all my dear friends that participated in advising me and kindly contributing their ideas. Well, I've resolved to not taking the Scholarship after all as 6 years really a little too much for me to bear! PEACE =)

Mr. Complicated was all subdued an emotional the other day, quite the contrary to the person I know, yet I couldn't be much better than him. Mr. Complicated Cheer Up If you're reading this! I felt awful at first and I know perfectly well how you feel right now, anyway It's life we're talking about, a twist in here and there is inevitable. Sophisticated! =(

It's torturing to have myself sat quietly for hours without doing much thing in the office. A spasm of guilt crept consciously up my mind as the words of encouragement rang in my ear, "DO anything as you wish!", well, I get paid without doing anything! Writing seemingly a far-fetched idea for me as my brain has long since malfunctioned. Squirming in my seat for some suffocating moment, I reduced to reading at last, and I've been reading ever since! Well today, I seem to be able to write =)

Medical Check-up result! Gosh! =( Anyway! Congrats my Dear friends, A Level result out and I'm very proud of my friends. I guess I'm gaining fat, cos my mom and dad said so, well, LOOK clearly, have I? Hopefully no! Gosh! Ha That's the random pic I took during my working time!

Right now I feel good listening to Avril's Goodbye, precisely a soothing album to me, I need the sweet lullaby! Do you ever feel like something missing out in your life, some piece of forgotten melodies that your mom will hum softly to lullaby you to sleep? I miss those melodies...

~The End~

Obsession or Admiration?

Pathetically wheezing out a few words when people talked to me as the heavy feeling shadowed me once again, a little suffocated, barely audible to the human ears. Nonetheless how happy we are, how sad and disappointed we are, we still die, and decay into dust that will not be remembered. We'd always be doing the same thing nevertheless how hard we try to make our life more interesting.

Oh my dear Lord! One pretty blond girl and good-looking young guys sat behind me, from FRANCE! ( Don't ask me how I know it! ) I feel a surge of adrenaline. Greedily eyeing the foreigners, they shouldn't have done that so obviously. Gosh! Politely casting a few glances is enough, just like me! =p

Great thing to do wandering around the bookstore, which many would never set foot in there as happily as I am. I'll be glad to call it a day! Got myself 3 books of Harry Potter for collection- The Prisoner of Azkaban, The Goblet of Fire and The Order of Phoenix. I was all teary re-watching Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows, the epic conclusion for the seven wonderful years in Hogwarts the Witchcraft and Wizardry. I want 2 more books to complete my collection of Harry Potter, the original version, so I beg anyone reading this, please help me out to hunt down the 2 books! Your help is very much appreciated! It isn't obsession, admiration could be the word.=)

My hand was half-paralyzed though movable after losing a needle-full of blood for the medical check up. Ouch! The needle looked terrified enough even before its sharp end pierced my tender skin and took my blood. Grateful that It took only a moment, the fear rose within me with a lump in my throat as I've always been afraid of needles. Shutting my eyes tightly as if it helped to minimize the pain (It's not that painful physically, just psychologically), the anesthesia injected did nothing to ease the pain, for me. I felt a little light-headed back to work the afternoon.

Presumably I ought to have done something worthwhile during this long 4 months, liberty doesn't help much in achieving something, as I was only dawdling on some inconsequential thinking, dwelling on those mundane stuff and dealing with my own internal feelings. From today onwards till the end of August, before the beginning of my new life, I promise myself to put much more effort into anything that might be useful for me in the future, learning and etc. The Story Of Us? SMILE =)

I love the song Price Tag quite a lot, as It reflects our life truthfully! Forget about the Price Tag and Make the world dance! What for paining yourself just to get money? We won't be able to bring it after death. Meaningful lyrics. Listen ya! Is it my blog too long? Nice to read? Ha Who cares! =p

~The End~

10 years

That's what I was typically trying to do, trying hard to make the sluggish yawn slightly imperceptible while doing some monotonous filing and typing job, well surely with the rainy icy day, I was practically in the sleepy mood, and THIS subsequently pulling down my usual perkiness. Moodiness set in, as usual.

The flame of anticipation is quickly doused by the complicated form fillings whenever I feel the excitement within me roaring and howling exuberantly. I haven't yet gotten rid of the awful sickening feeling of sadness, nor did I feel good enough for the news delivered days ago, not by owl certainly but post. Bombarded by the maelstrom of emotions, the thought of having a break is thrilling and exciting. Hell, I'm having a break now!

Rereading the book of Harry Potter I felt tears rolling, gleaming and glistening.

Well, no more platform nine and three quarters, Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry, Muggles, and Lord Voldemort other than Harry, Ron and Hermione. A stab of pain. It's always been a part of my life, a well-known magical fantasy life. =(

My friend asked me, out of curiosity, I guess, Would I be crying when I write my blog. Hmm... Perhaps, honestly, sometimes, I will. Would u cry reading the above sentence? Maybe this is why I feel sad always. We're pathetic. Life revolves around sleep, eat, work and study. How dull is that. I just want my life to be a little more meaningful.

Feeling devastated, I'm not acting all sad and subdued, people might think that I'm insane and over-reacted crying over for the end of a book. But Let's think, How'd our life be 10 years later? Working, Working and WORKING. We're born, we grow, then we leave and we'll die. Life cycle, inevitable and unavoidable. How predictable? Pathetic.

A Look Back- For 10 years have been over.

~The End~

Harry Potter, Part of my Life =)

Yes, I'm back writing again. Devastatingly sad, I'm not, perhaps for now I am.

"Everything has to end anyhow, Regardless how majestic It begins, It still ends." I love this, quoted by ME =) Well, the end of Harry Potter, I feel real sad and down! See how young they were before.

A buzz of excitement aroused among almost all the Facebookers, creating quite a commotion around 1100am before the result was out. Well, Face IT! I told myself sternly, trying to ease my anxiety, looking as matter-of-fact as always but the truth was, my heart pounding rapidly every single second, sweat spilling down and pooling around me, suffocating even gasping for air. (Well It's exaggerated I know). I asked my bff to check for me and well after a few seconds, though that very few seconds every sense of mine was numbed. 'You've been offered a place in UM ME02. Perplexed, I tried to check via Web cos It's confirmed that I'd be in UM for the next 4 years, I feel much more better by then. UM Accountancy. =)

I'd have been very overwhelming, have it not been the end of Harry Potter. What the heck am I doing to be so down and emotional all of sudden? But the fact is still overwhelming. The lack of concern of my friends was quickly forgotten for awhile. Basically I need every strength of mine preserved for the future. Yes That's it! But I'm a little worried now, about how I might be for the life ahead.

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows marks the end of Harry Potter. I'm SAD as above-mentioned, not for the trivial friend matter, that's stupid. I'm SAD cos Harry Potter has finally come to its end. "Neither will live while the other survives." I was on the brink of tears watching the movie, remembering back how I come to love the books, then the movies, the characters. 10 years. It's my life! Seriously, It's been a part of me ever since, the pain of losing it, Oh gosh, I'm going to cry! =( Thinking of how sad It is to leave your family, this is how I feel now. I bet J.K Rowling feels the same too, devoting her whole life for the books. Tell you what, I love Emma Watson. And I'd buy every book and be reading it all over again! =)

Determination. I want to be like J.K Rowling! SO I must improve my English first. To be able to write like she does needs lots of efforts and I'm gonna do my best! For your info, although my main course is Accountancy, but I'll be working hard on my Eng too! I believe that I can make it! =)

Am I being too Emotional to have myself loss in the sea of frustrations and sadness, Well, no more platform nine and three quarters, Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry, Muggles, and Lord Voldemort other than Harry, Ron and Hermione. A stab of pain. It's always been a part of my life, a well-known magical fantasy life. =(

~The End~

I miss...

A good song to share first before I begin my post.

'Neither can live while the other survives.' It's a prominent and well-known Prophecy in Harry Potter, as I guess all Harry Potter fans'll know. Strong vehement feeling about the books, the movies, the characters, and anything related. 10 years. The tight scrutiny of people on anything bad is sickening, everything opposes the right would be wrong. In fact, that's the reason why people r all masquerading, pretending to be kind and good, but what beneath the ugly mask is the stinking, ugly and pathetic coward. No offence.

When I need someone, there's someone. I feel good to have that someone, thank you Lao Yan! =) 2 more days result will be out and we'll all know where the hell we'll be going. Praying silently and whole-heartedly. Dumping all the turbulent emotions out of my mind for awhile just to pray feverishly for the coming Friday. Stress-induced turbulence? To be honest, I'm a little worried. By the way, It isn't another emo blog post, just some realizations to make.

Appreciate my friends for the concern. By the way, I'm fine. I know u all won't believe me with the posts and the statuses, but well, I'm solidly fine. Vee and She Mei. I tried to do what I'm supposed to do, I dare say that. SO what? I fail I guess. But never mind that cos I won't be doing anything anymore. Cos It's just tiring, better lying down to sleep than wasting my time. Why so gloomy and heartbreaking when everything I did was in vain? Cos I cared! But now no more. There.s no one worth heartbreaking for. I love the song '寂寞寂寞就好'. Not worth crying over for something stupid.

I won't be posting anything lately my friends, for those who bother to come and read. Let's say I take a break for writing, temporarily. Maybe a week later? A month? Wound needs time to heal, as much as mental exhaustion. =) Anyway, I'm glad for the absolute finality.

Believe me or not, when I say 'I miss u', I truly mean it. SMILE =)

A3 Long Live =)

Lively Penang Trip =)

Lovely Classmate =)

My Bffs

~The End~